Wednesday, January 31, 2007
lallax
hmmz... just returned home...
today is off-day ahahx...
actually not counted as off larhx...
because parttimers is more like choose when u wanna work...
unlike fulltimers is choose when dey wanna take leave LOLX
well, but suppose to be wed/thurs/fri free...
now kena called to do fri too...
another 8hrs... ahahhax!
i love getting busy suddenly but im get tired out easily too...
need to train my LAZYBONES for now...
because hyperkids arent tired easily de lehhx!! lolx
ahhax... i woke up at about 10plus...
hahahx, busy pigging... until i got chased out...
by a dumb fone call from TP IT course lolx...
sounds like conning larhx... because TP should have my address by now...
then the guy asking for my address, and im like im not interested in IT...
LOLX, i felt bad but better than falling into a hidden trap?
dunno larhx, maybe it isnt anything about conning, is just that it's a waste of my time
hehehx!
anyway, went out for lunch after having breakie in front of the TV...
was watching Runaway Vacation larhx...
so i bought an silver-blue umbrella and sandals hahahx...
well, i officially have an umbrella to carry now! wadeva...
once we reach home, showed mummy Complete...
well, it's really nice, but just not about being nice only...
but i dunno how to describe so i'll just leave it alone as nice...
hahahx, i tried to convert it into piano score...
but i "gaveup" lolx, i feel so fedup that i lack patience and concentration....
and most of all, i like decided to push it till another day to do...
then i tried it on guitar, because i found the chords for it yesterday night...
BUT i sort of gave up too because it's freaking HARD!!!
and i cant play at least 3 chords in the transposed ending, BLEX!!
anyway, gonna slack till i feel like slogging it out on piano for tmr's lesson...
oh yarhx, here's my schedule:
31/1-- piano pract/ pianolesson for Rach...
1/2-- piano lesson for Me/ Sam's farewell??
2/2-- Work at Watten Rise... 11-7pm...
3/2-- Work at Fullerton... 5-10.15pm...
4/2-- SUPERBIG re-arrangemt for Sunbeamers! >.<
5-12/2-- collect O level results on one of the days and work work work on the other days!!
then CNY... haiz!! (:
becca (: ♥
3:54 PM
hmmz... COMPLETE
hmmz, i promised myself that if i'm able to find the lyrics to this very nice song,
i will blog it in, wadeva time it is...
and well, was just about to switch off the comp when i rembr this promise, LOL
Complete
Here I am, O God; I bring this sacrifice
My open heart; I offer up my life
I look to You, Lord
Your love that never ends
Restores me again
So I lift my eyes to You, Lord
In Your strength will I break through, Lord
Touch me now, let Your love fall down on me
I know Your love dispels all my fear
Through the storm I will hold on, Lord
And by faith, I will walk on, Lord
Then I’ll see beyond my Calvary one day
And I will be complete in You
So I lift my eyes to You, Lord
In your strength will I break through, Lord
Touch me now, let Your love fall down on me
I know Your love dispels all my fears
Through the storm I will hold on, Lord
And by faith, I will walk on, Lord
Then I'll see beyond my Calvary one day
And I will be complete in You
Well, got this song from a friend...
and it's like super new to me, but yet it seemed so nice and familiar!!
so i got stuck with this song all day...
and now i've come to share it specially with all those who reads my bloggie! (:
it's a really very nice songg!! ahahax
and well, the lyrics mean ALOT too...
it just shows me all the more that He is always there for me!
and it's just so sweet and wonderful and amazing ahahax!
well, the best part is that He will perfect whatever we have to do great things or accomplish wonders!
it's like so undescribable ahahax...
just trust Him to do it in His time barhx... (:
got quite a few things that i relate to this perfection in His timing...
but too loso to share or complicated too...
hahax, but i guess you could include the thai mission trip...
well, it's been a month plus since it took place...
and i'm still having it re-lived in my mind all the time!
yepx, He used our small abilities to speak His word in bigger actions...
and it's not only interesting but just miraculous too (:
and im glad that there were a handful of us there to experience it!
but who understood and who dont, we will all know it ourselves...
He will use time and our little capabilities to do great things and glory be to God!! (:
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after much bugging from sarah for all sorts of weird stuff...
i finally finish uploading fotos and dl-ing songs ahahax!
and to realise that it's 2am already!!!
and that im really very very tired after work! LOLX...
and even better still, NOT A SINGLE SOUL IN MY MSN LIST IS ONLINE!!
*blehx*
so i wanna go pigg into dreamlandd too (:
~BUAIBUAIZ!!
becca (: ♥
1:40 AM
Monday, January 29, 2007
hmmz (:
well, today i'm as usual very very tired hahahx!
ok nvm, but im gonna turn in early hopefully by 11pm...
otherwise im gonna have BIG TROUBLE WAKING UP!!
because im sppose to wake up as though im gonna go sch!!
hahax, and it's really very early larhx!
but at least gg work early gives me time to sit with MAMA MERLION!!
Spore scenery, though not as nice as Manhattan skyline or wadeva...
but it's nice enough for me! (:
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hmmz, DUMB STUFF happened at work today...
*blehx*
1: suhaili and me washing up the display shelf B...
and then we put popular gelatos at shelf A...
and the unpopular ones in the freezer...
and then we did the cleaning and then left it to dry...
BUT we forgot to turn the display lights off...
and then customer comes...
and i blindly walked to our usual spot at shelf B but PROMOTED AN EMPTY SHELF!
and suhaili just followed exactly wad i did!!
BLEHX...
and then, we broke out into laughter...
and somewhat scared the customer away barhx...
but it was so paiseh larhx!!! :P
2: my mind is in a mess...
so when suhaili test me verbally im so confused i said the wrong stuff...
*bahhx*
3: i gave less change to a customer than supposed to...
and it was like a very paiseh confusion...
because i had no memory of wad i did!!
ahhhxx... sorry!! will get alert soon! (:
*but lucky the customer no conman... because we counted the total sales and profit, on emergency, and it was correct!!
4: there was lack of $1... i relli dunno what happened...
but i feel that it's my mistake after all most of the time i handled the cashier barhx...
LOL... but worse still, i didnt even bring $$ to work!! ahhx, so lucky im surviving on mere cup noodles for lunch, cuz im soo BROKE, thanks to my very much wanted FANTOME musical!! :P
5: i nearly put vanila icecream into limoneade twist instead of limone sorbet!!
ahahax, and suhaili had the very very dumbfounded face, wahhahax!!! >.<
shall save the rest of the CRAPP for another time, because already no more face lerhx... too paiseh today ahhhxx!!
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hhmmmz, listening to some nicee music (:
hahahx, but as eventfull as the day had gonne...
i need to have some peace and relax...
okok, wait i just rembrd i NEED TO CHARGE MY MP3!!
hahax, my day-refresher!! :p
*music's my life, i cant escape the fact LOL*
okok now it's 10.23pm lerhx, counting down to the moment my brain feels like sleeping...
hahaz, i killed my legs at work, and i just killed my hands at piano!
im so DEAD TIRED...
but my brain is still racing through the clouds... bahhx!
hhmmz, i feel like converting another nice song into piano score...
but then its going to be a REAL CHALLENGE...
ahhx, i should just forget it...
i cant even do a perfect choir piece larhx, somemore something that i created lehhx...
*HAIZ*
well, i think if i wanna start sighing i've got a lot to sigh about hahahx..
so let's lift it all to Him, after all it'll only kill human brain cells to think about them...
LOLX!!
okok i feel like it's useless writing in here you know!!
because, because...
hahahx, haiz... nvm... i really gonna have to create a real private blog, LOLX...
as suggested, after all its not within me to keep tumours growing for too long...
well, everthing that has a good side, has a bad side too...
BUT EVERYTHING THAT HAS A BAD SIDE, DOES HAVE A GOOD SIDE TOO...
well, at least tts what i think (:
~ciaoxxx~~!
becca (: ♥
10:09 PM
Saturday, January 27, 2007
wahhahax!!
blah blah blahhxx!
it's like raining again larhx...
and just realised that my house is soo COLD!
well, yeapx and LET ME TELL YOU WHAT TODAY'S RAIN REMINDS ME OF...
although usually when it rains i kinda have a silly thought that God is comforting someone who is SADD...
hahahhax!!
but today it reminds me that YESTERDAY i got DRENCHED to the skin!!!
and i was soo STUPID, because i didnt know that there was an underpass!!
BLEHX... im soo DUMB...
so i was really fedup when i realised that i'm like totally wet...
even my fone in the pocket was like wet larhx!!
so it's like i'm suppose to work in wet clothes LOL
all thanks to one stubborn brain that said No when mummy says just bring the UMBRELLA!!
whahahahx! well, im just ...xxx..xxxx...
okok, so i dried up kinda fast yesterday but surprisingly it could just rain the whole day...
and i'm thinking like, so who is soo sadd today or too many ppl are sad today...
hahahahx! just another childish thinking barhx...
well, anyway, today i'm being another lazy pig...
hahahaz, if my mum calls me pig for NOTHING, im fine...
but if she nags that my room is like PIGSTY, i jump!! :P
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yep today went great with piano too...
hahahz, jamie was at our house for tuition,
so i trained her in the full song... COOL??
well, but yea, hopefully she doesnt back out on me on sunday hahahax!
suddenly God made a miracle happen...
and I HAD PATIENCE to even complete the songs/scales without asking for perfection...
whahahax!! miracle lehhx!! :P
very lazy lehhx, dun even feel like doing anything...
raining marhx... blehx...
cannt cannt... later i become pig! ahahahhax!
okok gtg lerhx, blah blah blahx...
~byebyee...
becca (: ♥
1:48 PM
Thursday, January 25, 2007
hahahaz!
i'm SOOO HAPPY...
because...
-> i didnt really got scolded by piano teacher!!
-> my fingers had a supernatural manager to be taken care of! (GOD)
soo happy...!!!! lalalalx...
hahax, cuz i reli feel like giving up liaox...
the pieces are like soo HARD...
hahax, but ms toh was like...
"Why do you give up so easily... little bit then cannot play liaox..!"
LOLX, oops...
but really marhx, because of the past few days....
i keep on looking onto perfection...
so little bit wrong oso cannot...
HAIZ, i need patience with myself... LOL
but i'm so happy that my brain and fingers are COOPERATING lerhx!! (:
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anyway, today is a super boring day...
especially the contrast between yesterday and today!!
yesterday, working marhx, then so Busy and TIRED!
today is LAZY, and pigged like 3hours of sleep because i had nth much to do...
hahahx, but seriously, i'm really surprised that i fell asleep on the bed larhx...
LOL, then tmr got work again... hahax...
hope it gonna be FUN! and interesting *(:
well, then practised piano lorhx...
1st time i can complete one whole piece at least once, in this one week!!
actually i did that twice for Allegro lehhx!
soo HAPPY larhx...
but at least i come here to share joy marhx (:
then, i really hope that i can maintain consistency mannx...
on this part of practising everyday...
dun even crapp to me about 3 STANDARD hours...
when i cant even make it to at least 1 hr 45mins...!!!
blehx... but hahahx... at least i did 1hr half!! (:
then before dinner played a chinese game on cd-rom...
hahax, it was meant to help racheal in Chinese...
but she didnt know how to play the game LOL...
so i ended up stuck with it...
just realised that my Chinese and hanyupinyin is soo SLACKK!!
hahahx...
anyway just now got one very very funny and lame thing that happend at home!
mummy started to act like a kid...
because me and racheal bully herr!!!
WHAHAHX, it's the dumbest thing larhx...
and even my dad who came home and heard about it from us...
could like LAUGH... lolx... :P
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hahahaz, IF YOU CARE TO KNOW...
2 CALENDAR MONTHS FROM NOW...
IM GOING TO WATCH PHANTOM OF THE OPERA LIVE!!!
Le Fantome De L'Opera!!! *(:
*blehx* i hope i really ENJOY it! (x
~ciaaossx... (:
becca (: ♥
10:20 PM
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
bahhx... TIRED...
hyperness inactivated...
body self-destructing in an hour...
as in im going to go sleep at 11pm...
earliest record siahhx!!! >.<
im sooo TIREDDD!!!
my legs gave in... because of work...
my arms now too give in... because of piano...
im dying...
hahax, well im taking reli sugared drinks...
to try revive abit of hyperness to at least stay up till 11pm lolx...
because it's like my brain is still active but my body is dying...
and it's soo getting me in a PISSYY mood..
lucky i didnt blarre out when i was teach a SLEEPYHEAD (rach) maths!!
which naturally would have... MIRACLE siahx...
anyway, i'm reli dead dead tired...
went to work marhx...
and 8hours siahx...
now i'm dying out...
somemore got so many stuff in my mind RIGHT NOW...
-> justify myself for spending a VERY UNWILLING $7 on meals today...
eat one rotten BAO can cost $2.00 for breakie b4 work!!! WALIAOX...
-> my ezlink card debate...
mummy wants to dumb me to pay my own transport lehhs!! waliaox...
cannot make it larhx... lucky i saved enough for POTO already bcux i thought work could bring $$ for that!
-> P-I-A-N-O..........
heyx, i tell u arhx, i reli cannt take it already...
recently, i've no patience at all to slowly get rid of mistakes...
haiz, PLEASE HELP ME TO STOP BEING A PERFECTIONIST LARHX!!
-> sunbeam choir...
waliaox, the pieces is like i'm practising larhx...
but same problem, my besttiee (the piano) is ignoring my cry for help siahx!
waliaox... it's like im dying on it all... maybe is no concentration BUT i really did try to play perfect larhx...
arghxxx, PATIENCE...
-> arghx, Friday got work larhx...
I DO ENJOY IT... but considering today...
wait, i need a break lucky tmr no work hehehx!
suhaili rocks mann, she can handle fulltime already LOL
-> work today...
hmmz, it's fun working with Suhaili hahax, she's very good at organisation siahx...
maybe she's a leftbrainer too LOL...
finally God give me a leftbrained fren!! hmmz, but cant confirm yet larhx...
-> HAIZ... undescribable stuff...
at least got 2-3?? BLEHX... im bursting...
relieve me Lord... please...
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wanna go sleep soon lerhx...
maybe earlier than 11pm...
then perhaps the best record for me this year, LOL
~ciaoss...
becca (: ♥
9:41 PM
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
YAY!!! :p
YAY!!! :p FINALLY...
got tickets for POTO lerhx!! ((x
bahhx... went to bishan sistic to OPEN MY EYES...
and see how many seats are left...
kinda prepared to be half booked lerhx...
BUT NO, IT'S LIKE ALMOST FULLY BOOKED...
oh mann, have about 4 heart attacks...
because we went back to the booth to ask qns and like 4 times...
REALLY DUMBB... seriously reality shocked me out of my life!
whahax... was reli scared that by the time i go back today the 6 seats left will be sold out...
was all jumpy yesterday...
well, YESTERDAY WAS CRAZY FOR ME...
and yep, i really wanted to watch Phantom... hahahx!
and i guess it's gonna be very different from the movie itself...
hahax, but yep i wanna watch it still...
but it's at a KILLER PRICE...
$147... BLEHX!
and then, i was so excited about it all...
that i even managed to wake up at 8am today...
hahhax, and it's like i dun even wake up in time for piano lessons at 8.45am,
what more 8am... HAHHZ!!
was rather nervous about God's will on getting tickets or not...
haiz... nearly died of it... but at last i guess i had to commit it to God...
bcux, if it's not His will to go, i cant too right?? >.< so yep, i felt better at about 10am... and then went to bishan sistic right at 10plus when it just opened!! and i got my ticket liaox... YAY... soo happy!!! (: THANKYOU LORD!!
hahahz, so came home to blog it out... ahahax, then people can share joy barhx... ahhahx, but it's still a hole in the pocket lehhs... and then, well, so sad rykiel (fellow phantom-craze mate!) cant go... ahhax yep! will cya at BOX 5!!
hehehx... aiyarhx, but i dun bootlick Phantom larhx... Raoul more sane... hahahax!! so i cant watch from Box 5 with you... hahahx
*okok, nobody understands this crapp until you really know POTO*
hahahz, i think Phantom got attitude and very self-centred lalalax...
okok, Phantom-fans dun kill me...
well, but i love musicals... hahahx, just discovered it's been my life... in childhood, i've watched about 2 Cinderella musicals...
one on Live... and another in vcd, as in a musical classic...
then Sound of Music... but that's more like a musical classic...
something like Hunchback of Notre Dame too...
but i find some types more special and nicer...
hahhax, a musical-type movie with a musical in it!!
*Moulin Rouge
*PHANTOM OF THE OPERA... (:
hahahx, just went to the store...
the i realised that POTO got 2 types...
->Musical Classic
->Movie
well, story line is the same i think, but then the presentation will most probably be different barhx..
lalalax, cant wait for that wonderful day i'm gonna walk into Esplanade theatre to watch POTO...
and most probably my FIRST AND LAST musical...
ahhahaz, im gonna go crazy again soon... another POTO week...
hahahx, but was listening to POTO Soundtracks...
and it's like i can almost rember EVERY SINGLE SCENE IN THE MOVIE!!
hahax, i guess this is part of wad left brains use their memory inevitably for...
LOLX...
but well, shall see what happens... hehehx
i cant blog anything that feels more sane...
hahahx, so i shall just end herre... allalax!
burbuaixx! (:
becca (: ♥
1:53 PM
Sunday, January 21, 2007
bahhx...
bla bla blahx...
ok nvm... anyway lazy to blog yesterday hahax...
well, today went like okayx??
haiz... i dunno larhhhxxx
raahhxhx...
okok, eh woke up like kinda late??
actually maybe it's not late larhx...
but ive condtioned my mind to owaes think it's LATE... LOLX
sunbeam choir marhx...
aiyarhx, stress lehhx! lollx...
haiz, yep anyway the songs oso NOT i choose wan horx...
well, but i did the choreography...
maybe it doesnt look perfect but well...
i guess i wanted to put it in a way that makes the audience see it's NOT A PERFORMANCE!
and today mummy and i reinforced the idea to the children larhx...
basically i want the children to know that singing the song is to show GOD their LIVING TESTIMONY for Him...
young, but can be done... (:
anyway, i think i shouldnt be so gan chiong...
whahahax, cuz they are all children after all... hahahx...
well, anyway, maybe because there's an end in mind barhx...
hahax, then comes the stress to reach it...
yep, it will be done...
and i guess we do have VIP... God'll be watching ((x
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hahaz, currently watching Dance Floor...
hmmz, i think the ones that interest me more is the Latin dances...
hahaz, the rest i find kinda unpro... lolx
dunno, im biased in this sense... not into hip-hop...
hahaz! but some hip-hops in couples, look abit like STEPUP...
A LITTLE BIT only... but well, i think STEP-UP is nicer!!! (:
anyway, yea... feel kinda dull suddenly lolx..
well, everyday got new stuff to think about... guess that's life..
hahax, but there's old stuff too i guess?
some of it...
1: pianopianopiano... (havent had the patience to play finish even one piece... the perfectionist part is overpowering me!! and i reli cannt stand it, arghx!! HEELLP!! HOW!??!)
2: *all the old stuff i mentioned in the previous entry... lalax, dun feel like repeating barhx... no use anyway... it wont vanish... haiz*
wadeva... gonna go fullerton for work on wed... lalalalx! ((x
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hehhex...
the other day i watched SPIRITED AWAY till 2am...
hahax, i forgot it was a 3hr show...
but i still like that show soo muchh hahahx...
i dunno lehhs, watched like for the 3rd time liaox...
but i still find it like sweet and touching in a way...
*Hakku: white dragon... hahax (just found it interesting)
*Chihiro... (dunno wad it means but it sounds cute..)
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well, just now our whole fam was like singing that song Jing Jing De...
hahahax, so nice marhx...
but cute how our fam sit infront of the tv and watch the MV and sing...
lallaz...
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PHANTOM... haiz...
well, i dunno but i think gonna be abt 5 ppl gg...
plus my sch frens la... that way mummy will allow barhx hahaha!
BUT really wanna keep the group as small as possible...
because i really can imagine if people paid the BIG BUCKS... to go bcux of frens...
it's not only hilarious, but i can imagine what kind of behaviour such ppl might bring to high-standard stuff like this...
well, i can oso imagine that it's a musical where people reli dress up and bring themselves in the character and behaviour like those Italians who went to watch the La Carlotta musical in the movie... lolx
ballroom gowns or evening gowns... hahax, but i think that's reli EXAGGERATED...
whahahax!!!
anyway, yea hahax, sounds like im owaes researching hahahx!!
*cast??
*esplanade seating arrangemt
*seat prices...
BUT THE BIGGEST WORRY IS WHETHER I CAN EVEN GET TICKETS!!
arghxx... i wanna book like end of jan...
ahhh... how to organise?? okok those hu gg with me, and read this... must auto CONFIRM again with me horx...
*because WHOEVER FALLS BEHIND, IS LEFT BEHIND... lolx* (Pirates of the Carribbean.. :p)
wahhahax... now i really feel like taking Italian for CDS subject in poly...
*wanna learn all the names of fav italian foods like pasta and blehs... (then can pronounce like a PRO!!)
*then can learn about PARIS OPERAHOUSE!!! BLEHX... :P
ok it's just a very very WILD thought... hehehehehx...
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aiyarhx, gonna go offline lerhx... it's boring me ard herre...
other than researching on the musical...
nth else better to do... ahhaax
except sulk about the few things in my head barhx...
but 1stly comes pianoey... aiyarhx, i need less hyperbrain and PATIENCE!!
well, and i need to become less piggy... have been like sleeping long hours for nth...
hahax, till mummy scold meee... lalalax...
and i gonna nth better to blog already larhx...
byebyeee :P
becca (: ♥
8:38 PM
Friday, January 19, 2007
hmmz...
well went to TP openhouse today with Sarah...
and saw YiPeng, CheaWei at design school...
and saw Lydia and WuChong they all at business school...
and met Alissa and her frens at science school...
well, the world is so small??
or that the people i know, have great minds that think alike!?!
hahahz...
anyway, after i reached home im dead tired...
that i slept just a few minutes before dinner...
and still am TIRED!!!
and then had dinner like at 9pm!?!?
well, i went to Sarah's house first, and we watched It All Started With A Kiss....
hahax, the title sounds kinda cute...
but i tink the girl's funny though
yea, "feelings make people do funny things"... just have to admit it...
because it's nothing very like wrong or to be judged as cannot do larhx...
well, i guess it comes naturally hehehx...
but Sarah just found that character irritating and stupid... hahahx!
OHYA!! as i was going home... taking bus 854...
it's like i got caught in the rain when i alighted at khatib to take mrt...
and it was reali silly mannx...
cuz i thought it wasnt too heavy to drench me...
but by the time i got to shelter...
i really looked like i just jumped into a swimming pool!!!
well, had 2 very nice chicken wings after i reached home...
haha buy from pasa malam wannx...
but it's relireli very nice...
such that i changed my mind about giving racheal the 2nd one!
LOL, because i was oso showing colour when she didnt bother to read my sms!!
haha, the one about coming home to receive a present! hahahx...
yep because i think must teach her to be appreciative...
and because i KNOW that she'll like it... *(:
anyway, yea... im very tired...
but SPIRITED AWAY is showing on Channel U...
so i feel like watching... and i think it will end about 1.30am...
but hu cares, im trained to be nocturnal liaox!
*blehx*
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haiz, plsplspls???!!!
how i wish u didnt have to become like that!!!
DONT close that gap to talk it out...
i was like that too..
in sec1, and probably a different application...
but i KNOW how hard it is to get a MIRACLE to dig me out of that MENTAL BARRIER!!!
arghxx... and i reli dun want to see you become like that!!!
pleasseeee.... WAKEUP...
even if it takes another Miracle to happen...
but God loves You too!!
and I AM VERY SURE HE DOESNT WANT TO SEE YOU SO SADD AND TRAPPED!!!
HAIZ... anyway, it's nothing that human hands or brains can do...
well, i got nothing to say lerhx... just to pray barhx...
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there are 3 things in my head...
1: the last thing i wrote above...
2: forbidden to describe LOL
3: my future, kinda rethinking stuff...
anyway i wanna go watch Spirited Away lerhx... byebye! (":
becca (: ♥
11:32 PM
Thursday, January 18, 2007
well...
aiyaz... today late for piano class againn...
whether i got stuff to do on com or not...
i always forget the next day's prog...
and always sleep late late then forget that i must wake up early...
lalalx, ok but i was like reli veh late for piano class...
LOL, like as if ive ever been punctual... hahahz!
anyway, today went ToaPayoh to shop shop...
but well, din reli feel like shopping larhx...
just saw some nice stuff or cheap stuff then buy ler...
anyway, it's like not even my money...
then went to run errand to Sheng Shiong...
and im like a sua-gu...
i never check the price properly and then thought that the cashier error!
anyway, passed by the pasa malam...
and was looking around at the stickers...
because i saw some Disney Princess characters...
and i rmbed a fren... hahaz...
but dun haf nice one... so never buy...
but i saw something Racheal would like... hehez...
Precious Moments something... lalax, so i bought it for her...
hahaz, shhh... cannot say first...
it's tmr's surprise gift, lalalax! when she come home from camp...
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well, still cant forget the crappy story i made for Pam's compo...
LOLx, i still think it's nice...
but if only i had such inspiration for my own Chinese compo!!!
lalalx... whatever mann... it's like so yesterday... hahahax!
ahhx, piano piano piano...
have to psycho myself...
and see how i glue my hands onto the piaanooo!
choir songs & exam pieces drive me nutss...
like a nutcase... ahahhhx...
and everyday is like well, different...
hahax, but same in a way... haiz, whatever...
well, my head only have one direction now...
hahax, hopefully, i can multitask...
anyway, it's a tiring and tough direction...
but im not alone hahahax...
but well, when sch starts, im gonna die further...
nope, i wunt die... because God will manage everything...
and give us only what we can take!
well, mummy asked me to read Deuteronomy 28...
very long chapt...
but i guess God's word is multilingual though in one lang only...
lalalx, i dunno how to say... and obviously my explanation is lousy...
well, but i gather that we gotta fear the Lord and His Will...
and do as He says not what we think He says...
and then, we will be blessed so much more than we can ever imagine...
and including our "cattles"... haiz...
and anyway, in the morning read an email...
and well, summarising all...
"we must really walk by FAITH and not by SIGHT..."
well, this sentence is in a lyrics of a song that 2 frens luv to play drummiex on!!
cant forget those funny stuff... hahax, and i bet these 2 ppl noe who they are...
yep, so it's like we must grow in FAITH...
and that's a really hard one...
cuz like i said, that i sometimes feel like we're the weak Israelites...
seen God's hand before their eyes but still can doubt... haiz...
well, and the sharing of the writer's Faith journey in the email...
though it's like not a very grand journey, neither a very long one yet...
just felt like i could identify with her, the part where we are tempted to doubt and fear impossibilty...
like as if God wouldnt come forward and perfect it all...
well, i guess we gonna work towards stronger faith...
and probably all of us...
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tmr, gonna go TP openhouse i think...
well, i hope i get an insightful journey...
hahahax! as in get to know everything i wanna know larhx...
and i calculated today...
that if i ever go TP...
my transport fees will amount to about $3000 by the end of the course...
and well, it's about $20/= per week...
and it's like i havent add in the time spent on the bus too...
sometimes, i wonder whether i should hope to go there...
haiz...
anyway, i gtg le...
~ciaos..
becca (: ♥
11:23 PM
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
hmmz!
well, gonna crapp alot about piano later siahhx!
ok anyway, really kinda got a shock yesterday night lollx...
anyway another surprise today... but it's diff...
well, yea must have faith that God works...
besides, we really cant do anything barhx...
aiz, whatever... nobody gets it down here...
well, today went shopping with mummy in the city...
haiz, if only i did bring $$!!!!
anyway, it's to restrict me from spending wahahx...
but i know mummy cant resist wannx!
GUESS WHAT?!?! we bought a mini-choco-fondue set...
it's manual larhx, not electric, but CUTE ENOUGH!!
hahax, i guess we gonna use that when relatives visit for CNY!!
oh mann, it's gonna be so deliciously fatteningly FUNN!!
who cares, it's CHOCOLATE...
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the other thing is that...
yesterday's training...
hahax, everything's blabbering out in my mind now...
i can even memorise all the 19 flavours and it's italian name...
AND DUNNO FOR WHAT!!
feel like doing research on the flavours of Gelato arhx!!
so like interesting...
but i know... dunnit say... i will say it...
IM MADD... hahahax
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okok piano piaanoo ahh!!
im suppose to practise on a regular basis for 2-3hrs!!
but so far my max is 1 and half hour, but only on alt. days!!
oh mannx....
and tmr is piano lesson liaox...
how to explain to ms toh?!?
anyway, i hope tmr she dun scold me can liaox... hahax
at least i did try!!
and never in my lifetime, did i play exam pieces and scales for that long...
maybe my fav songs, but NOT EXAM STUFF... arhhxx
even my legs gonna get numb ahhax..
yea i know can split the time...
but i know i dun have discipline to come back againn..
so must force!! hahahax!
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the Prelude And Fugue is coming out nicely...
and i mean only for the 1st 2 pages...
but it is already a miracle by itself...
and working the 3rd and 4th page is like CRAZY!
oh mann, see who can spell C-R-A-Z-Y better than me.. hahax!
there's the 2nd piece, hahax, i forgot the name...
i think it's Allegro...
but well, it's a Mozart piece and i tend to become afraid of Mozart pieces...
they are really nice, but very professional de lehhs!!
and well have a few faves by Mozart larhx...
but this one for exam is big headache...
ok dun spell headache for me...
anyway, it's like ive only managed about 3-4 pages, but it's like far from perfect...
ok in terms of perfection, i think the 1st 2 pages of Prelude is like a total miracle...
hahax, have to repeat... because the day before i played it with totall difficulty...
but today, it came out like undescribably PERFECT!
hahahx, THANK GOD, i know You are there!! (:
3rd piece is soo WALTZY... but somehow it's veryvery PHANTOM-like...
whahahx, soo excited to hear the full piece... and play it too...
hehhex, can imagine myself at a MASQUERADE BALL...
lallalax, i really wanna go to one!!!
gonna be like so exciting and interesting...
whahahax!!! but dun worry i dun think i'll get to go anyway...
probably in my dreams barhx, hahhaax!
yeap back to that 3rd piece...
well, it's really tough you know!!
maybe one of the catchy modern pieces...
but ive only managed to figure out like 4 bars!?!?
whahax, jiayous to me... LOL
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hahax, okay i've had a lively dreamy excited day...
just dunno how to say...
but at the same time, burdened and weary...
hahax, it's just mixed... but i know He will handle it for me!!
just wanna everyone who's down and out to remember this...
*He feels sadd, when you feel sadd...*
~lalallx, byeee...
becca (: ♥
10:39 PM
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
well...
ok it's been like 2 days since i blogged...
just didnt feel like blogging because i know that i'll just blog nonsense mann...
well, today at least i got better or rather just more sensible stuff to write here..
hahahx, had training today lalalas!
well, just like really interesting but well, pressurising too..
especially on the memory partt, well but at least i got a job! (:
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well, just felt like im finally back down on Earth!
it's like i just wasnt in the right mind these few days...
yep and now im listening to my FAV kidschurch songg!!
well, it's name is.... GIVE THANKS!
this is my favourite song because of the lyrics and also the very heart-striking tune...
and i just felt it soo wonderfull when God promised...
that He can make the poor RICH!
and that He can make the weak STRONG!
it's just so undescribably wonderful...
because He perfects and completes the little that we have...
well, this can parallel into real life too...
whenever we feel so downn and outt...
and when we feel like no ears should hear some secrets we have...
hehehx!
but then, God can keep secrets! I bet He has kept so many already...
hahahx, but then the best part is He shows us what to do next...
and even if we dont want to follow, He doesnt force on us...
just let us learnn... lalalx, He is just the perfect Father...
well, and at the main supplier shop today...
i got to read that interesting letter that God wrote personally to every one of His Child!!
it's just so nice to read it again and again...
that even the delivery guy was simply like staring how i can read with such intent...
lolx, but it felt funny siahx, hahax i bet he hasnt seen any one stare at stuff like that b4... hahahx!
but anyway was trying to rembr all the verses, which made the letter...
but it is just TOO MANY!!
so here are some which touched me larhx...
"One day, I'll take away your tears..."
"Delight in me and I will give you all that your heart desires!"
lalalax, my memory is failing me i know...
lolx, but there is stuff that further confirmed that when I feel sadd, He feels sad too...
well, even if it's silly stuff, but He just probably doesnt want us to feel sad at all...
well, and the sentence in So You Would Come...
"broken hearts and broken lives, He would take them all..."
so i guess we should try to stay cheerful too, hahax, wad a logic...
but well, dont feel like making Him sad, hahahx...
and well, there's like no reason for us to be sadd barhx...
because God is behind us!! (:
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ahahx, might wonder why i keep talking about cheering up and not feeling sadd..
well that's for me to know and for right brains to figure out...
left brainers, just forget it...
like me, i wont get it if im reading this all on someone else's blog...
well, anyway... just wanna give thanks...
to Him for being so close and there for me...
especially when i felt super awfull and lousy...
and when i cant really tell anyone...
anyway, i guess im fine already...
at least midway through it barhx...
been chatting with mummy alot...
and i guess im just slowly accepting or something...
not as if it's end of the world barhx...
just trying to cool it out...
well, so im back to piano...
and proper blogging with a sane mind...
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im like really excited now that we've an END in mind!!
that's for children's choir though...
and i've done most of the choreography...
and mostly lots on the piano part...
haiz, must reli reli PRACTISE!!! (:
but then, mummy like wanna add somemore things lehhs...
moreover, left brains cant adjust so fast larhx... hahahax!
okok, people! let's wait for 25th march and see!
oops, hope i dun floop that day...
haha reminds me of Christmas play 2005...
lalalx, though i flooped the ending...
but i think it's been all worthwhile and a great journey to the BIG day...
well, it's all only a memory, but a wonderful one indeed! (:
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well, dunno about POTO barhx...
HAIZ, shall see how things go...
worse come to worse, i cant even go...
but i think can negotiate lalalax!
hahax, anyway, today im feeling so much better...
and i hope it stays this way...
just dont instigate the wrong line of thoughts can le...
yep, fragile... haiz... but it's NOT a false front...
just a false mental barrier... wadeva...
i crapp so much oso nobody understand wannx...
so might as well save my energy...
~ciaos.. (:
becca (: ♥
8:21 PM
Sunday, January 14, 2007
HAIX...
well too much to say here...
rather 3/4 of it all is forbidded to elaborate here...
ahhhhhhhh!!!
ok i just needed to screamm...
and since i cant say much here...
will just keep things as short as possible...
well for half a day or to be exact this whole day...
i was really being very very right brain!
ok tts all i can say... haix...
and then the rest of my day was like subconsciously ran through...
ok i was conscious larhx... but it just didnt click much in my head...
as in i dun feel like spending the extra effort in recalling...
well, but just about few hours ago...
a song that i learned since young and a song tt i really like...
because of the tune larhx...
but it struck me lorhx...
that i really must seek Him first, before everything else...
and it is like a PROMISE!! Him and me...
because He will simply give me everything i desire...
of course after seeking Him, desires will be less selfish and worldy and unpleasing towards Him larhx..
well, but im still working towards that...
yea and the song is Seek Ye First...
SEEK ye first the kingdom of God...
And His righteousness...
And all this things shall be added unto you...
Hallelu Hallelujah...
ASK and it shall be given unto you...
SEEK and ye shall find!
KNOCK and the door shall be opened unto you...
Hallelu Hallelujah...
He has only one request, that He comes first in my life...
but then, He kinda allowed 3 types of request from me to Him!
it's like so cool... and it just shows that He does care...
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well another thing is that...
since few years back on certain sad days...
somehow it always rains...
and i used to hate rainy days because i thought those are days which make me sadd...
but when i see that some rainy days were actually good ones...
so i destroyed that linkk...
but somehow i begin to think its the other way round hahax...
when i feel sad, God will feel sad too...
because He loves me...
and then whatmore when it's on silly stuff mann...
so i begin to feel more privileged and comforted when it rains on sadd days...
lolx, just another silly thought, hahahx!
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well, so im gonna end here...
very short right... cuz i excluded like 85% of not-so-pleasant stuff...
well i've learned that extroverts must learn not to be impulsive on blabbering stuff here...
must learn to keep and exclude... hahax
HAIX... there goes one reli big sigh for me today...
i hope it just ends there, if only it would just end there...
~sorry-today-im-pretty-weakk~
sayonara... >.<
becca (: ♥
12:24 AM
Friday, January 12, 2007
lalalalss..
well, haha just watched finish She's the Man...
lalalas... sorry i know its kinda slow...
hahax but at least i still get to watchh marhx...
well didnt quite like the part where they use nudity to show gender...
LOLx, but well at least its CENSORED... hahax!
but anyway, the finale is like nice ahahahax!
so dunno larhx... just felt that Viola should have tell the truth earlier...
and btw, i think its like the acting-Sebastien and Sebastien look like really different larhx...
the facial features and everything...
so its like really funny how people cannot recognise the difference...
wahahax, anyway i love happy endings (:
LOLx can almost match up to A Cinderella Story lerhs!
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ohyarhx... cannt rmbr whether i blogged about Step Up...
just watched recently wan...
its about ambition of dancing larhx and all that...
hahax, like Ice Princess...
but the part i like is where finally,
the people who dunno what they are living for...
finally understand the meaning of having a purpose...
hahax, sounds so moral-of-the-stry...
but well, dunno lehs... i kind of like that kind of shows...
hahax, but well, not too explicit barhx...
another show with stuff like "morals"
is Coach Carter...
this show is about bball larhx...
and working together in a unique way lorhx wahhahx!
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anyway, im boredd now... LOLx
like when am i ever not boredd mannx...
btw, i woke up at 10.30am... (actually)
cuz my bioclock said so... 8hrs of sleep marhx
LOLX, budden i decided not to get up till lunch...
after all, im HOME ALONE AGAINN!!!
wahahx and i called mummy like 5 times on her hp...
and nobody answered... kind of irritating hahahx!
because i wanted to sneak on a dvd marhx...
and i needed to know when she coming home...
lalals, but in the end she still saw me watching the show...
but she didnt reli care... LOL
anyway, its like raining, like AGAINN!!
and when i decided to go pack lunch home...
it wasnt...
but by the time i was ready to leave the coffeeshop...
its like pouring CATS AND DOGS... oh mann...
so i got wet early in the morning...
ok, it wasnt early but counted early cuz i just woke up!!
and well so im back at the com againn...
hahax actually comparatively,
im the only person at home,
who really uses the com when i booked it as MINE...
wahhax, so the other side of it...
is that i kena scolding for using too much of it...
let's see... by the time i get a job,
i dun think my life will be on the com anymore...
true enough right?? but depends on whether i'll even get one...
it is like already 2nd week ending already larhx!!
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anyway, im kinda glad that i finally managed to settle my part of kidschurch stuff...
as in finish preparing larhx... hahahax
because the whole day yesterday...
i kept on like procastinating on when i should do that...
and i almost thought i'll never be able to put my head into that...
wahhax, BUT I DID!! (:
well, so i listened through all the cds that were given to me to bring home...
wahhaax, and the voices of the children are like soo cute!
and i rembr that one day in the car...
i talked to mummy about vocals larhx...
as in the very professional ones are usually so sync that u only hear one voice...
but then, children vocals are SPECIAL...
cuz they are sync but not as one voice... wahhaax!
well, so i guess i'll just end it here...
whahhaax, nth to say liaox... lolx
okok byebyeee! (:
becca (: ♥
1:38 PM
Thursday, January 11, 2007
fotos
very very nice verse and chorus!!
SOO BEAUTIFULLY THOUGHT OF!!
hope it makes you smile too (:
christmassy dinner! *turkey* whahax
pam . becca . janet . freddie
she's like a fairytale pwincess! (:
kind of darkk, cuz we're in the theatre!
dajie and becca!! (:
becca and jes!!
becca (: ♥
1:52 PM
LETHARGIC!!
well, im boredd...
okay not boredd... BUT...
as in lethargic?? siianx...
got stuff to do but reli dun feel like doing anything...
just feel like sleeping or getting stuck in one spot...
wahahax, its called LAZY...
wadeva...
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so great... i slpt less than 8hrs...
hahax, not that i need that 8hrs...
but i feel like nth better to do...
and i had to wake up at 8am larhx...
cuz piano lesson is at 8.45am cann...
waliaox... so i was like 10mins late...
and its like only the 2nd lesson!?!?!
cuz i was getting an impromptu pao for breakie...
and well, lesson was okay lar...
only that i concentrated on practising scales...
BUT she had to do exam pieces only...
oh mann... so it was like dotsss... whahahx!
yep and the other thing is that...
i started having the habit to pray and watch sunset after piano lessons...
as in at the higher floors of the block la...
but that was in 2005?? and cuz i had things to think about...
whahax, kind of like became a habit to talk to Him there... LOL...
and so it happened last wk and today too... hahax!
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well, came home and watched Moulin Rouge...
wahahax i see the show advertised on tv for twice...
but i owaes never get to watch it!!
the 2nd time it showed, i only saw the last 5mins...
bahhhx! but i got to watch it today...
well, ive owaes had a gd impression of tt show...
though i haven watch yet... BECAUSE...
its type is like musical!??!
whahax, sounded so like P.O.T.O.
so i wanted to watch...
and today finally get to watch the whole show liaox...
hahax in secret... lol cuz nobody at home...
otherwise i wouldnt get to watch...
but well the storyline is like eh... not as nice as phantom??
because i reli didnt like the brothel and crazy setting!!
but the soundtrack was like wonderfull...
and its like i think the characters are made to seem soo RIGHTBRAINED!
because everything play by ear wan... as in during the big show...
well, though the ending like soo SADD...
but i think the finale reli very NICE!! hahax...
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hmmz, yesterday was reading something...
and saw something about Israelites who were delievered from the Egyptians...
like they were really spiritually weak... cuz they doubted...
and i feel like sometimes im almost like one of them...
weak faith arhx... well i duno...
but its just a reminder to keep knowing more about Him...
and to want to grow barhx...
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well dun here like very boringg hahax...
so feel like adding some nice fotos!!
blehxx...
becca (: ♥
1:25 PM
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
hmmz... (:
wahahx... actually i reli got alot to blog...
just hope i dun blog the wrong stuff outt... LOLX!
anyway, have to summarise siahxx...
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well, went for interview at Gelato at Watten Rise...
was kinda nervous at first...
but its a Christian shop!!
and anyway, mummy was there... wahhahx!
so its quite okay...
the lady suppose to call some time soon barhx...
*just hope its gd news!!*
hahaz, i sound so desperate for work...
but well, even through the interview...
(which somewhat felt more like a conver haha)
i felt like i learnt some tips on the part of the boss!!
wahhax, soo cool (:
anyway, no matter how desperate for work...
i still have principles and expectations!!
hahax, just that ive learnt not to be soo fussy barhx...
and mummy says, wadeva job God gives...
i'll take it... (:
just reli surprised that the shop is Christian...
the cd-roms and the books on display are all soo familiar...
and its like there was this laminated "letter" from God Himself...
all His words from the Bible to form a really lovely sweet letter that is designated to ALL HIS CHILDREN...
just felt so loved by Him suddenly!! :P
anyway, just wished that i could have that copy...
or maybe i'll go hunting for it...
felt like I lagged lotsa knowledge siahx... wahhax!!
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anyway was at CWP in the morning...
and was reading the kidschurch materials for this week's...
and i felt like it can become my QT...
whahax, because it's simple yet insightful...
if only, the kids at kidschurch will be able to see things that wayy...
it'll be like sooo INTERESTING!!!
whahax, i dunno wads up with me...
but i feel so high in a certain sense today...
or maybe im just high everyday... whahahx...
but its like i realised one impt thing today...
(it isnt factual but it felt like logical)
and the IMPT thing is...
that QT does not have to be like from RPG or like from some cheem stuff...
whahax, it can be from insightful stuff like kidschurch materials??
and like its so wonderful about what we can learn from simpler stuff...
easier to understand somemore...
well, and the other very insightful way, but have to discern larhx...
is through blog entries about whatever people reli learn...
hahax, just felt it so wonderful to learn even more meaningful stuff this way...
then forcing out a QT session which isnt even natural...
like makes it altogether more siianx diaox...
well, but i think i still have to try to put together a more regular QT mann hahahx!
but actually, i will usually feel like devotions put on blog entries...
are like siianx to be read...
but now i understandd... that its like kinda interesting...
to know how people get touched by wad they learned...
and what did they reli learned about it all...
yep, of course with discernment...
yea and i want more of that... as in discernmt, as always...
ahhax, cuz i suddenly realise its soo IMPT!!
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well, so yesterday night i had to teach racheal piano lesson at 9.10pm...
and had to slogg maths with her for about 2hrs...
till i reli feel like giving up!!
but yea i think i know what i lagg now...
patience to keep repeating to right-brains!!
hmmz... yea and i know how sometimes people thinks whole day talking about right/left brains is irritating...
whahax but think about the other way...
its kinda helpful too u know...
well let me share...
actually aiyar, i dunno how to start...
and i hope it wunt get into low profile stuff larhx...
well, its more on things like accepting how people are...
and then leading a happier life with that knowlege?
as in like... i think i would have blamed alot of people till now...
for why cant they just see things as the way i see...
or why cant i see what they see...
and its sort of only because of knowing about people...
that i kind of understand the meaning of being 'SPECIAL'
and why is it wonderful to be SPECIAL!!
otherwise, u would have probably see the sec1 type of me even now...
believe me, i think tt it so might have happend...
just THANK GOD that it DIDNT...
time doesnt owaes pass fast enough to heal all wounds!
as in time isnt owaes the aid to forget everything...
well, yep and from there...
i would have struggled alot to be on par with many others...
and i would have been like soo miserable...
hahax, i wanted to share this a long time ago...
since Chiangmai in the van...
but sometimes chats can keep getting sightracked until u forget what you wanna say!
this is soo true... and then i forgot to share this lorhx...
well, i just wanna say that, from this acceptance...
ive learned to be independent and like become a stronger person barhx...
and that's my view of it and how knowing myself has credited itself...
but some people either misuse it as a joke/excuse or feign ignorance at it...
which i feel is kinda saddening... or even like LAME larhx...
cuz i wish many others will experience this too!
and i still hope lorhs...
surely, u will become a soo much HAPPIER person!! (:
trust me... whahax...
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oh yarhx... and the other thing is i wanna share a blessing i just recently learned of!!
whahax, yep anyway today i came online to blog with a sole purpose in mind...
to share my joy of blessings and insights hahax!
yea and the thing is that...
about my family being open to one another...
it sounds kinda extroverted to me hahax...
but well... it didnt happen like forever...
and it wasnt owaes like that!
whahax, well... it started only in these recent years...
anyway our family practically loves to talk...
only that we dunno how to priortise wad to talk...
and sometimes, kinda turn down real communication opportunities...
well, for a period of time...
we often had miscomm... and its like freaking frustrating...
even as now... but well, as in like...
can oso say its a blessing lorhx...
which came but seemed somewad invisible...
that now, we can just say anything we want to...
no obligations barhx...
well maybe it started a long time ago hahax...
but i think there was a barrier or something
or probably its just me and that past...
but ive learned that we can learn to make things work out barhx...
hahax, i still rembr a very funny thing...
when i was in Pri6... and our fam was at the lift lobby...
and i asked mummy... "can i keep secrets?"
and she replied, "eh yarhh... erm but wad kind of secrets?"
and i was like " tell u already then still call a secret mehhs??"
and then she was like "but must depend on wad kind of secrets mahhs!"
whahax, but anyway, i still kept wadeva's in mind a secret barhx...
only that... THAT'S MY FIRST REAL SECRET OF MY LIFE...
though my then-bestiie knew it larhx... but its like outdated and LOL already...
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anyway i gtg soon wahahx...
my mum is getting like CRAPPY....
and now is like only 10.30pm??
how am i suppose to like feel sleepy??
and when like sometimes i recall those younger days...
where i sleep at NINE O'CLOCK SHARP!!
whahax, cant imagine how i sleep mannx..
kkz, byebyeee!! (:
becca (: ♥
9:53 PM
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
COLD weather!!
wahhax just reached home not long ago...
after going to ToaPayoh to fix my poor specs,
and after picking racheal 40mins late from sch...
well, the weather is like COOLLDDDD already...
and im like freezing in the car aircon larhx...
lucky home is so mucchh warmerer!! (:
suddenly feeling high after hearing the song i record on my hp...
Jing Jing De... or rather Silent by Harlem Yu...
actually, hear his voice like abit unpro... wahahx....
but the song very nice marhx... so doesnt matter liaox!
well, im still yet to watch THAT show... (silence)
anyway here's the lyrics... bahahahx!
got chinese and hanyupinyin oso!!
suddenly when i anyhow find lyrics, and it just comes...
but im still yet to find the media itself...
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Jing Jing De
Kong Qi Li Duo Zhe Shen Me You Dian Lang Man De Xin Dong
Wo Tou Tou Kan Ni Ni Ye Tou Tou Kan Wo
Shi Jie Shang Duo Le Shen Me Hao Xiang Bian De Hen Bu Tong
Zhan Zai Ni Shen Bian Zhe Yi Qie Dou Hao Kuan Kuo
Wo Hai Zai Deng Zhe ni Jing Jing De Ai Wo
Zhi Yao You Ni Pei Wo Jing Jing De Jiu Zu Gou
Ni Ye Zai Deng Zhe Wo Jing Jing De Wen Rou
Jiu Zhe Yang Shou Qian Shou Jing Jing De Kan Zhe Tian Kong
Xin Li Mian Cang Zhe Shen Me Ni Zhi Xiang Yao Rang Wo Dong
Yuan Lai Wo De Meng Ye Jiu Shi Ni De Meng O
Zhi Tiao Shang Xie Le Shen Me Wo Hao Xiang Yao Ting Ni Shuo
Rang Zi Zi Ju Ju Chong Man Wo Men De Xiao Rong
Yong Yuan Yao Ji De Na Tian Bi Ci Xu Xia De Cheng Nuo
Shun Jian Dian Liang De Huo Hua Shi Wo Men De Yong You
Jing Jing De Shou Qian Shou Shi Zui Jian Dan De Meng
wahahx very nice song, but blogger webby cant read the words in actual Mandarin...
BOOHOOX!! had to edit this post like 4 times because of that..
so just leave in hanyupinyin lorhx... bahahahx!
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well the mtv or rather the trailer previews of the show,
makes this song even sweeter... whahax...
plus the MUSIC... just simply totals it all nicely...
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well, haven get work yet...
wahhax charlene no reply wan...
anyway, i wonder how im gonna find $$
well hopefully something works out...
hmmz, and i suddenly feel like watching somemore dvds...
oh mann, with racheal ard and her pile of hw, shld be no chance liaox...
aiyarhx!! and i think yesterday i was kinda bad to racheall...
dunno larhx...
ever since her attitude of scrapping-through-is-enough came up...
got kinda pissed everytime im teaching her anything...
especially MATHS!
well, so she asked me about algebra while i was busy packing stuff...
and im like patiently explaining...
and she gets that part but she cant reproduce it??
and then its like her basics are like forgotten larhx...
got the negative hopeless feeling about her mannx...
and when im like suppose to be encouraging, shldnt i??
haiz... i dunno larhx, i think the day she sloggss...
it will be a miracle and a definite joy mannx!
but i still wish to see it larhx...
anyway kinda bored now...
nth better to do... OOPZ...
oh mann, haha each time i say this i suddenly rembr something...
wahhax, i havent been practising piano...
but i just polished it!! dun feel like destroying its perfectness, whahax!!
wadeva... shall see about it probably later whahax...
aiya, must go find the song againn... haha so nice siahx... haha
okok byebye!! (:
becca (: ♥
2:22 PM
Monday, January 08, 2007
PACKING CRAZE..
oh mann...
hahax, taking the opportunity to pack everything that is MINE...
wahhax, disowned alot of stuff... whahax...
can recall how packing used to be when younger...
"should i throw away my baby tooth?"
"i want this, i also want this... but no space"
well, so ive started this packing things like about 3 days liao...
1st day: pack the whole study table... " its alot to pack larhx!!
2nd day: polish piano from 10.15pm to 11.45pm?? well polishing piano at that kind of hour is reli NO JOKE!
3rd day: pack my room, like everything that belongs to ME... oh mann, one more book shelf to go, and my desk...
ARHHH.... wadeva...
wahahx, mummy just found out that she's short of something for dinner tonight...
and im like suppose to run errands now...
wahahx... so i guess i'll be like dead tired by the end of tonight...
~buaibuaizzz!
becca (: ♥
3:41 PM
Sunday, January 07, 2007
ALIVE!
wahahx, im happy happy happy...
because my hyperness is replenshied liaox!!
yesterday was a really EXHAUSTIVE day!!
u ask when the fun ended, i only can say when i finally got headache...
but it didnt end because i had a headache though hahax...
but somehow i had an immediate headache after that...
its like i think i should have known that hyper kids got limits too...
LOLX
anyway, point is, after church today when i reached home...
i felt another headache coming...
was about to think 'gone-case'...
but i slept another 4hrs to compensate my only 7hrs of sleep in the morning...
so im all better!!! (:
*this is not the first time im dead flatt.. wahhax, im only human!*
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whahahx, my mum now watching Silence...
about a girl, shocked to muteness due to accident...
also and orphan because of that...
and then in hospital met a guy her age...
she's probably 12 and the guy 13...
was really cute the way the guy tried to cheer her up...
not the kiddy sense lehs... as in really encouragemt lorhx...
wahahax, i only watched 15mins...
i dun have the time to stay with eyeballs glued to the tv all day!!
will probably watch when im free.. hahax!
but the main thing is that,
the show was relireli very very nice music!!
very sweet or familiar or somehow nice music!!
so i guess i watch more shows due to music,
then the scenario barhx!
wahahax...
*Pirates of the Carribean.... Phantom Of The Opera!!!*
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ok i just wake up...
but im already going nuts.. whahax..
well, lets see...
ive got a really nice schedule of cleaning up the house mann!
oh mann... i dunno how im gonna do all this...
plus my mum's suppose to help..
and racheal to do her share of it!!
blehx... later still gotta go get groceries!
wahahx, kinda excitted barhx... "
anyway, whatever...
suddenly feel like having champagne again...
baahahhahxx
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yesterday was kinda fun in the sense that...
i played bball and everything else till i reli dropped dead...
the headache was mild...
so i didnt think its necessary to take a panadol...
and i was like, God, should i take or not... or hang on... hahax!
and i didnt eat it b4 i left church...
so it got worse on and off on the bus...
SO, i think He means yes...
so i was desperate for water to eat panadol in the restaurant...
didnt wanna ruin my super-ex dinner...
wahahax, actually $8.50 only larhx cuz me and pam split the bill...
but in the end we had a treat...
whahax, had to shares of icecream!! (:
and well, i think i enjoyed dinner in a way...
because half hour after i take the panadol then it worked!
so it was like killing me!!! arghxx...
but thank God it even worked...
*whahax, if u know me well, while waiting for the food, i cant endure sitting down...
bahhx... but it was even a struggle to keep my head up and focus proper...*
so we took a couple of fotos before leaving...
and went home still alive,
thanks a whole lot to the panadol...
but i got off com just in time to realise the headache's making its way back...
wahahx, lucky siah...
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well i actually wanted to blog yesterday night...
but on 2nd thought, my mind was beginning to cloud..
so i wont blog properly...
and it probably wont sound as cheeful as today's!
bahhx...
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was chased out of bed by my mum...
because of sunbeam choir...
blehx... just realised how unprepared are we...
no plan for Lesson 1...
maybe she had, but i didnt noe a single thing...
until she asked me to take warmups and play the song...
which made me clicked in that im suppose to handle the performance againn...
well, not that i dunwan, but it reminded me of the stress whahax!
anyway, i think it'll all go fine!
because suddenly mummy came to me and said something i thought of before...
THIS YEAR IS GOD'S YEAR?? 2007 MARHX...
so, it is all gonna turn out GREAT!
well imagine waiting for year 7777!!
wahahax, totally God's perfect year...
whahax, i really cannot imagine what He loves to do in His own year!
kinda lame the way i phrase it, because all the years are actually HIS...
like duhh... LOLX!
this just reminded me of my 13th bdae...
i was somewhat nervous...
because its suppose to be an unlucky year...
and so i prayed a weird wish... whahax!
eh...
i said that for He to make that year a totally beautiful one,
if 13s are not meant to be unlucky... LOLX kinda DUMB...
funny how i thought at that time...
and well, in that 13th year of mine...
i really really had a wonderful year...
THANK GOD FOR ANSWERING MY WEIRD WISH *(:
anyway, i feel that today's date is also kinda special hahax...
070107... nice code...
hahax, well last year there was 060606...
and IM SOO GLAD that THIS year, we'll have 070707
and 2 days after my bdae somemore...
kinda shows that God controls that even on 060606,
where people took the opportunity to show/watch The Omen and all that...
there is still this day, where its special, 070707...
hahhax, lolx, forget all my crapp mann...
only that i found it special and meaningful in a way barhx...
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well, come what tomorrow...
blehx...
anyway, uploading somemore fotos now hahahx!
not as if i like purposely find excuse...
because i didnt take like alot of fotos today lorhx..
yep, gonna end this entry now...
blehx...
~ciaos
becca (: ♥
5:26 PM
Saturday, January 06, 2007
back so soon (:
whahax, im back to blogg again...
because i dint feel like i should leave this place with a low entry...
lolz... and because i think i feel like leaving it with a higher note...
LOLX... "
anyway yep... so its kinda funny how i didnt chat all day...
and am soo reli soo free...
that i can even think of packing up the house properly lolx!
except that i did chat with pam for awhile...
whahax but imagine online for since 3pm until now??! lolx...
anyway, yep farni how suddenly had 2 reli active conver windows...
at about the same time? around 8pm plus...
and well, and funny how until now..
my mum hasnt chased me off the com...
probably because of her very nice and sweet Korean drama series... lolx
yea the show is called Silence...
and i only watched about half hour of it...
the cute little childhood stories of the beginning of the show...
whahax... well, the music is reli reli very nice...
some are familiar too...
bahhx... i can even imagine the show... without watching... that is...
because these shows are typical marhx...
but i duno why they are still nice to watch whahax...
just that i dun get addicted to them like some people at home do!! :P
whahax... tmr is going to be an exhaustive day...
hope everything's gonna be FUN!! (:
well, kinda glad that the 2 convers came up...
because dajie and i chat and sort out thoughts quite abit...
wahahax...THANKYOU! (:
well and i guess the thing with extroverts is...
when they really need to say...
they dont care whatever the situation barhx...
hahax, well now i reli duncare wad i said in the previous entry barhx...
LOLX
so, i hope i just added life herree...
whahax, okok gtg liaox nitez!
becca (: ♥
12:14 AM
Friday, January 05, 2007
feeling better...
wellx back to blogg...
well, i think im feeling better but...
nothing's changed...
mostly ceased the crazy wild thoughts.. but
probably just escaping barhx...
wadeva... who cares...
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anyway, didnt come here to crapp larhx...
i guess i should just take a proper stand myself...
and stop getting affected by words of right brains...
well, just too bad that my life is surrounded by them...
or maybe God just had a special purpose that i cant see now...
well, i dunno larhx... shall just have to cool off on the thought...
okayss.... so sometimes it is kind of irritating to wait upon answers...
i dunno lehs... its like its never gonna come...
like ive asked about getting a job, or like about results,
or even many others...
but i feel like the relationship with God almost like died...
sounded soo silent... well, i guess i have a part in it too...
so i went to do devotion in the morning...
but i didnt want to because i didnt feel like i was led or anything...
anyway so i just did it...
but nothing came... that's why i guess i sort of put devotion away from my schedule...
HAIZ, ive got loads of crapp thoughts like this to settle hahax
yep but this wasnt anything about yesterday...
haiz i dont know larhx... but i guess like wad some people say...
a blog will lose its purpose if you dont throw ur bursting thoughts into it...
but at the same time, reli dont want to burden others with it...
well, i dont know larhx...
but hopefully, this entry proves some use into letting out...
though some stuff should still be under security.. LOLx
because i know dajie reads my blog to the slightest detail...
and the next thing she'll do is mind read... hahahx
so yesterday was more or less how the words of a rightbrain at home impact my thoughts...
kinda silly actually... but i just smiled it off... great...
well, i dont know larhx...
but *hinthintx* i think should stop leading chats...
silly thought but i got trapped by it...
so i didnt chat to anyone all evening and night...
not that i didnt like want to... but just didnt want to be the one starting everything...
HAIZ, its an awful knot somehow...
and i somehow cried lots... as in not bucketfulls...
but i didnt even expected one teardrop...
shall end this crapp here larhx...
i think its not even worth elaborating...
well, shall see how i get on...
meanwhile, trying to forget it all.. haix...
well but actually i promised not to get affected,
but somehow sorry i did agrhx!
and problem is, i dun wan any extra entertainment
or more people getting involved...
just let it be within myself and me alone...
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so my day today is swingy...
let's hope it doesnt remain...
well, wadeva...
but hopefully, i can make it end or fake it off...
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and ive been doing piano scales like everyday...
once in a lifetime observation in my home siah...
well, wad to do... Grade 8 is sure scary... haiz...
anyway, lets see, i havent even start practising the crazy Prelude and Fugue...
and i duno how im going to even make it...
and i just realised recently that scales take up alot of concentration to perfect!!
oh mann... i think im going to lose it with the part of piano becoming my bestiie...
because there's no time to let go my thoughts while playing something to my liking...
BAHHX...
well, i still hope that this year is still going to be more or less great...
somehow, i think it will work out barhx...
yea, somehow, im suppose to have a great year ahead...
wonder how i even wish ppl a great year...
and i dun even have confidence for a proper one..
because ive so many unmade decisions already...
erhh wadeva.... ohh shuddd...
sounding crappy already... wahhax dun mind mee..
and the other thing is...
got to get pressured into 25th march againn...
another performance for children choir...
eh wait, i think it's daddy's bdae too on tt day...
well, let's see i think im in for a lot just for that day alone...
plus i need to work on the pieces before choir starts!!
which is this sunday... LOLX oh mann... whahax...
oh God gimme memory and hearing to convert that song properly...
or even ideas for variation...
and teach mummy the conducting too hahax...
and let the audience be blessed by wadeva plans we have intended to show them... (:
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actually i dun even mind cont-ing the entry...
haha, even mummy said i can work as typist siahh...
lolx, but i guess its more like ive too much to crapp...
so shall relieve readers of their sight...
hahax, ok byebyee (:
becca (: ♥
2:42 PM
Thursday, January 04, 2007
well...x _ x
well hahax...
finally back...
because i stopped for awhile...
when dajie could mind read everything in my blog...
wahhax!! but not really larhx...
as in, her subconscious mind is getting hyper... oh whatever...
must really rember to keep it tight here... wahhax
IF NOT, tomorrow, she'll come to me...
and tell me something... that's true... but i dun even like realised!?!?
well, that's the freaky part i guess...
which freaks me out almost everytime i talk to her!! >.<
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so nothing much happened this 2 days...
really silent at getting active siahx...
probably common fighting with racheal?
which is like DUMB stuff.. whatever
new stuff??
I started my 1st piano lesson in 2 years today??
at like 12pm... and i woke up at 11am??
wahahx, that's the weird part...
i had enough sleep, reli...
but i didnt wanna get out of bed...
kinda lazy hahax!
anyway, whatever...
so i figured out Paraiso on piano today...
nearly thought i couldnt make it...
because it is like a really tough song larhx!
anyway, it's like nice on piano...
but probably not with my skills barhx...
well, dunkaire! i didnt even think of perfecting wahhahax...
because it kind of sounded impossible...
but well, let's think about even putting it into memory first... hahax
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well, today's piano lesson...
wahahx, it is like the 1st one in my entire life..
that i ever feel like i should pay attention and i did!
anyway, really, the 1st that i havent been grumbling about when it should end...
hopefully, it lasts this way...
till my crazy grade eightts is over in sept...
kinda impossible to think of...
it's like 9 mths??? to get distinction??
AND i dun even dare dream of that Distinctn... whahax
because i reli wonder what will happen...
And, Prelude and Fugue... it's freaking HARD!!!
well, we'll see about it... wahahx...
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hahaz, haiz...
mummy's talking about dec harvest...
well, i think only some people will know haha...
maybe the right brains or probably people who went through dec together hahax...
well, i dunno... but harvest means big stuff barhx...
yea, and she mean we didnt get the good and big expected harvest...
well, but at least we did reap in other sense... hahx
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well, my mind is running wild...
and in a direction that doesnt shine so pleasantly...
should just get away from this place before i let wrong cats out of bags...
hahaz, and esp dajie will be able to guess EVERYTHING! oh mann...
well, anyway... i should just go...
so.... BYEBYEES (:
becca (: ♥
5:24 PM
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
BORED-TO-DEATH days...
today is another BORED-TO-DEATH, wasted, slacker, useless day!
whahax, and i dun seem to be trying to do anything about it lalala
so i woke up at 10.30am, and had a veryvery yummy rum cheesecake
(made by my aunt, lavina dajie)
and then chatted with mummy for hours...
before i went to pei racheal... but she was watching kids central!!
and i fell aslp infront of the tv...
not because i was tired, and im reli NOT tired...
but just slept... because i was reli getting bored to death!
and then, we had very late lunch...
also dunno how come...
it's like late as in 3pm...
kinda miss sch mealtimes...
i mean the times, not the meals exactly... lolx
well, and then, i came online to go offline again...
all thnks to my attituded sister...
well, it's silent attitude... not like shown...
hmmz, in the sense of black face and cucumber look... LoL
and then, somehow my parents are like supporting her larhx!
she wanna watch Agent Cody Banks 2... and not as if i dunwan...
just didnt feel like watching before dinner...
dun like having to pause the show for dinner marhx...
well, so true enough, got nagged to get off the show!
oh mann, so we stopped it even before the 1st hour ended...
and it was on the cue that my dad was starting the heat...
who ask him to skip his lunch and suddenly wanna eat dinner at 5pm when we had lunch at 3pm!
oh mann, so we ended up having to leave the house at about 6plus...
as my grandma kept on nagging that we didnt care about him...
-so much on getting mothered over mann- wahahx
well, it is like, we had dinner at blk 768...
where we just had dinner at, like on 31-12-06... lolx
but dinner was okay and nth blown up by anybody...
just felt it kinda contradicting and weird...
for my parents to support something which they found a problem later... LOL
well, anyway upon reaching home...
had a kinda embarrassing and crazy "duel" at the lift lobby!! lolx
racheal and my mum trying to get each other away from the lift or something...
and so that i could use dad's housekeys to hurry home and kope the dvd player...
*rembr, my mum was koping the dvd player all to herself to watch her crazy korean dramas!*
and its like 1 : 2 larhx! hey, i learnt ratio at sch ok... and i learnt in lit that majority wins somehow!!
but no fair, we lost, cuz she almost boiled to seriousness lolx...
well, finished the show...
actually the show is quite predictable...
in the simple sense, that all spy shows are about the same...
the codybanks guy is cool... as in the moves and all...
but in some scenes, cant stand his nerded or gay look LOL
and then, the ending's nice... as in happy and sort of sweet?
although i sort of found the story setting lame??
then my dad had to use comp...
so killed time with the piano...
and realised that piano lessons start in 2days...
oh mann, and my scales are like crappy...!!
well, i dunno larhx... i realy wanna work...
for experience, $$, and to kill time...
well, i reli dunno how it will go mann...
but anyway, reli hope i can get work soon...
anyway, my mum is still on her korean shows till now...
and i bet she's like watching whether i know when to sleep...
problem is, my bioclock doesnt say when...
and i can feel when ... LOL...
but i think ive to become Charmaine in order to understand when...
she's like the judge sustaining the Law and Order of sleeping times! whahax!
yeap, so i gonna end here...
so much for today mann..
just forgotten that schlers go to sch at 6am in the morning like my sister...
and me, schless get to sleep all morning and wake up to have lunch then dinner...
bahxxx, ok end of crappx... byebye (:
becca (: ♥
11:42 PM
First Day of 2007
hmmz, for the first day of 2007...
i slept only 4hours before i got chased out of bed...
and to be reminded that we gonna go JB today...
and seriously, it just didnt click although my mum mentioned long time ago... hahax
well, so skipped breakie so that we can avoid the morning jam...
and such that we ended up reaching the mall before the lifts and escalators are even in operation!!
kinda irritating to climb stairs early in the morning at 9am...
and when the mall is like ghosttown!!
and then, Aunty Persis dunno say what affordable rates Starbucks or Coffee Bean had their prices at...
i think it's like more expensive... if u convert properly...
the only price-friendly and goodcut shop is Secret Recipe in msia larhx!
but i think it's like we went to too many lower-than-Sg-currency rated countries...
and we suddenly spend like siaox...
like we are blinded of conversion of currency rates...
so here's what i bought...
half of it is not my money,
but im really really BROKE!! arghxx...
->1 pair of slippers
->1 dress
->2 polo-like tee-tops
->1 blue wallet (wahahx blue again)
->1 pair of high heels
hmmz, i think that's about all barhx...
yea we bought a few movies too wahhax!
it's like -finally- u know...
anyway, we watched Night At the Museum at about S$5/=!!
oh mann it's like contrast to Sg cinema prices can...
well, returned home in a JAM!!
and i slept through it...
just that relireli surprised when i woke up and we still havent cross the checkpoint yet...
well, it's about a 1hr plus jam... in a short dist only lar!
but i think the worst we've been thru is 2hrs plus ba...! (tts totally crazy)
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so returned home at about 7-8pm like that...
and watched Agent Cody Banks 1...
(kinda outdated i know, whahax but duncare... can watch can already!)
while having Tom Yam Cup Noodles for dinner! *i had 2 cups!!*
well, so i dunno what time im gonna go slp tonight...
but mummy says that she's going to watch korean drama all the way into the night...
so i dun think i can sleep too late...
(well, define late...)
anyway, just realised that ive been using the comp late into the night most of the time...
lolx, guilty siahx... lucky mummy hasnt been like notified of it yet..
although i think she suspects it... and i know that my grandma knows it all LOLX!
but the worst one last night barhx... 3.45am??
but nevermind, it's New Year marhx! whahahx...
so, ive nothing quite sensible to share,
sounds like a scheduled entry i know... wahhax
but there is nothing in my head sounds interesting to blog with... lolx...
so shall just end the crapp lerhx.. byebye (:
becca (: ♥
12:20 AM
very very nice verse and chorus!!
kind of darkk, cuz we're in the theatre! 
