Monday, June 30, 2008
photos (:
HELLO!
some photos, enjoy (:
Lunch out with fam &cuzzies @ Tamp Safra Sakura ((:
triple scoop with Kiwi?
dad's artwork (:
SUSHI!!
my artwork (:
playing foosball LOL...
my parents sponsored all the games,
and we got SO ADDICTED lol...
and it's kinda fun but embarrassing to hear your pple screaming @ a goal LOL!!!
Maternal Dinner @ Vivo City 200608
cheal & becca (:
Vivo Toilet... classic LOL
cheal & Jo ((:
at Dian Xiao Er.
that's barley & they're competing "
Jo & Becca...
WHERE'S ANN!!
miss them ((:
sweet little accent LOL
Abercrombie (:
from US...
erm their gift for us!
TOPTABLE WITH ELAINE & KLEON...
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FYRHTO WORKSHOP 280608
i went @ 8pm...
dad fetched me there all the way from bkt panjang!!!
was having a bad headache but i still went...
this is 3 crazy pple on the bus lane camwhoring!
Youth Sunday Choir 290608
that's the 12pm service choir...
some left already, after debrief and all...
the front row are the ICs (:
Mag & Becca & Rachael & Gab
- the end-
becca (: ♥
9:50 PM
(: 1st good day in a long time ((:
my heart-shaped blister on my feet is like wows...
i hope i don't make a 4th blister on the SAME spot even before the other 3 layers recover ):
TODAY'S SSM ((:
i love mr Goh's lessons,
never fail to talk sense ((:
i thought i handled it well despite the minor mistakes LOL...
i learned quite a bit too,
i was WAITRESS out of the blue...
initially is PRAC/positionless, but nearly become RUNNER...
wahhs, Daryl koped bartender position )):
hahas, but i had fun (:
although i had a very blur & stressed captain hahas!
and not-easy-to-get-along-with fellow waitress :X
and equally blur mates HAHAS!
but i got the hang of it later alrd (:
today's music in toptable is nice ((:
i forgot wad are the 2-3 songs i recognised le... hahas!
today was 8-6pm straight...
because of makeup lec )):
reached sch @ 7.10am, had mantous for breakft...
Lasagna for break... (10+am)
Mee Soto for lunch @ Bedok (7pm)
with Kleon, Elaine, Tracy & my dad & me ((:
if i get gastric, u know why ):
and surprisingly im not so tired (:
and i'm glad i didnt trade-in my sleep for studying for today's test...
GLOSSARY test -- 277 descriptions to memorise
SIAO AR ):
ohh and JANJAN! i received ur muffin from Elaine LOL (:
hahas, and my mum thought it's ur bday cake for me LOL!!!
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should i sleep early tonight? like now??
i really need it though, but i feel like i'm wasting precious time ):
and my project WAHS...
every 10 mins 2 emails come in...
tts YESTERDAY NIGHT ... ):
i reply finish, got new mail already...
so i didnt finish my proposal nor study ):
k lahs, i give u a 1 photo per event preview of my life in the next post (:
thanks for making me abit more excited for my bday alrdy (;
sighs.
Love BECCA.
becca (: ♥
8:54 PM
Sunday, June 29, 2008
CRAZY CRAZY WEEKEND :X
my gdness luhs, i dont even have time for myself.
that's the bottomline...
had a really stressful weekend...
already so stressed by projects and all...
and i still have to PLAY BY EAR for choir
the thing i hate about this is,
EITHER you get so caught up in getting everything into place and cant focus on its purpose,
OR dont care aka give up altogether...
u've no idea how it's like alright...
at the end, pple compliment you and all that,
but it doesn't matter to me anymore...
thanks for the encouragement, but i nearly DIED u know... LOL
CHOIR
i just cant believe how i ended up becoming choir director??
LOL, wows..
the last time i conducted and led a choir was Sunbeam Children Choir...
now, it's a 50 strong WEB youth Choir...
and guess what??
i'm NOT EVEN supposed to be directing or wad...
I THOUGHT i'm just some small fry singing...
4th week to today --> Matt told me i was gg to lead, i was like WHAT!?!?
3rd week to today --> phew, got more than 1 leader...
2nd week to today --> not much news lehs? i think i'll just take a backseat (:
1 week to today --> WOWS damn last minute, how come got meeting i dont know?? i dont even know im in committee!!!
yesterday --> okay... choir conductor got A levels, so saikang is us already...
today --> wows, i'm actually choir director!?!
u know how many heart attacks i have just to make TODAY happen??
i'm really tired, if u wanna know...
8am, 10am, 12pm service...
report @ 6.45am wahs...
i reached home @ 1am from fyrhto workshop ytd...
with a splitting headache somemore...
NOT ENOUGH SLEEP TODAY AGAINN...
a panadol sustained me through...
THANK GOD FOR SUSTAINING MY LAST OUNCE OF ENERGY MANNS...
the moment i reached home, i just dropped onto my bed and sleep...
sighs, and Tim still wants a freaking REPORT on choir by end of this week...
i told him its submissions for me, gimme 2 weeks... -nope-
i told him saturday is my bday, let me off can?? -nope-
nice one (:
no lahs, he's not that mean...
but i still have to vet the report, isn't it SQUARE ONE!?!? )):
*i just have too much comments on today, and you don't want me to start*
it's so not my working style )):
but thank God we pulled it off...
thank Rachael, Magdalene & Gabriel too! ((:
BLISTER...
i've 3 blisters forming on the ball of my right foot...
that's so much for SSM, BESE and today...
it's in a heart shape though...
show u the photo another day ((: LOL
ESC AGM...
woohs i so wanna go...
i dont mind going alone, abit extra though...
but u know why so random??
the theme is... PHANTOM OF THE OPERA...
WOAHS!
anybody wanna go with me??
i can't wait!!
MY BDAY
wah seh, i no comments alread.
kinda sick of it...
so many things are falling on 4-5th )):
i'm just trying to make time even for my bday...
and i'm so sick of asking/reminding pple...
perhaps if u cared, u wldnt forget...
THINGS I'VE TO CHIONG TONIGHT
SSM WRITTEN TEST TOMORROW... freaking siao lahs i havent seen through the info...
(mummy haven't even prep my uniform ehs :X)
BOE proposal )): i still havent edit it after 1 month... :X
JAP proj mtg like @ 9pm online?? and i sorta did the proposal for them too...
some say, i'm just too nice...
i dont know but perhaps it's my weakness...
because i'd like it perfect as long as i'm involved... (:
good luck to me...
i'm trying very hard not to fall sick for the 4th time in 2 months...
CUI ):
NEXT WEEK...
mon - ssm (lucky im PRAC), boe submission week
tues - field trip, tto consultation
wed - esc agm!, tto mtg, fyrhto chalet... (wanted so badly to go to winetastin but im below 18 STUPID RIGHT?)
fri - tpsu agm, bday stayover.. ((: (i hope it doesnt cui apart)
sat - unsolid plans... ): do i have to go hand-in report??
7 Jul - TTO proposal submission 10am, BSC agm
11 Jul - GEOG proposal submission 12pm
12 Jul - June & Jul Zilra bday celebn @ Vivo Marche?!?
6 Sept - Zilra farewell?
*I DONT EVEN HAVE TIME TO PLAN MY BDAY EHS*
damn sad pls, i'm damn worried it wont turn out...
and im too tired, too busy to even think for myself manns...
my brain's still half-chaotic...
i need a TIMEOUT... ):
and and, this is for you ((:
I'm With You - Avril Lavigne
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bW2LTnzD-vE
Love Becca (:
youimactuallydamnworried.
butyetifeelthatiminsignificantinyourlife.
thisissounbearable..buti'llbestrong (:
becca (: ♥
8:53 PM
SATURDAY?! oh its weekend alrd...
okay to the point...
SPLITTING HEADACHE RIGHT NOW just as i type...
so cui until asked dad to fetch me straight from bustop...
handphone dead too nice one ):
just came home from FYRHTO WORKSHOP ((:
at least i made the effort to go despite my crazy day okay...
hope you all appreciate it ((:
guess wad, damn dumb, i ended up going just for the nightwalk only...
wah seh!
saw alot of old faces, really like the feeling manns! ((:
YOUTH SUNDAY Pre-event!
*kinda really hope some of you all can go, hahas but pretty last min :X*
okay nice one, rather speechless...
since when i became department head!?!?
wah seh, we 3 do saikang, then Gab just come in shake leg just because he got As...
wahlaus, honestly lahs, hardly coping with school alrd lors... ):
i tell u im damn stress...
if i clash working styles with you,
is either i damn stressed or u damn stressed... ):
so this time, its me and i just started crying
(obviously when im alone)
but mummy, is just really wise...
she knows my working style manns ((:
alright, so i've to adapt once again...
I DAMN HATE LAST MINUTE...
I DAMN HATE PLAYING BY EAR...
I DAMN HATE 'LISTENING TO YOU ONLY'...
(then wth are we there for?? since u one-man-show in the end??)
I DONT LIKE BEING PUSHED ALL THE WORK LAST MINUTE...
I DONT LIKE HECKAIRE ATTITUDE...
you must know i'm a perfectionist,
and it's very hard for me to just bochup...
you must know i have standards while working,
and if you want below standard, i tend to get really work up...
you must know i follow alot of SOPs LOL...
no lahs, just my style of stuff...
you must know you have your strengths too,
but dont make it other's weakness...
you must know, I ALWAYS HAVE A PLAN...
even if it's crap, i know what i'm doing...
you must know, I HATE RISKS, AND ALWAYS HAVE BACKUP PLANS...
solve the prob if you must, don't just laugh at it u know...
HAHAHS, i think everybody read already oso like damn stress..
:P
sighs, i hope i've enough brain cells and energy tmr...
im expecting cropups, anticipating surprises and WILL JUST LET IT BE...?
and i'll try my best to play by ear...
but if you realise, i'm damn tired out this week, VERY DRAINED...
pardon me if i cui... )):
GOD, WE CAN ONLY DO THIS THROUGH YOU.
and i need slp... nights...
my life is in chaos actually...
some what... )):
May says i need a break. asap.
becca (: ♥
12:47 AM
Friday, June 27, 2008
phews...
i'm really like a zombie now if u wanna know...
my head's dizzy and heavy
thanks to the 2 hrs of sleep lasted me through the entire day
chionged GEOG ppt draft submission from 12am-5.30am
super hiong.
submitted and went to sleep :X
had lecture @ 9am which i was 30mins late
went to TOP TABLE with Kleon & Elaine.
glammed up & camwhored quite abit.
i had the Chinese set meal, which i will post up photos later.
my brain cannot take it liaos.
i dont even feel like eating dinner,
i'm feeling nauseous ehs!
tmr's choir rehearsal @ 9.30am,
and youth Sunday is just abt 24hrs away.
oh manns, 6 songs, how am i going to do it!?
i badly want u all to come you know (:
tmr's fyrhto workshop...
cui, i can only go @ 7-11pm like that...
provided i can take it,
at least i make an effort you know (:
i cant think at all today.
a zombie in summary.
oh btw i realise my tolerance for dumb guys are very low ):
oops, sorry, but try to be less himbotic sometimes.
and this is for you two... big big! (:
(this is the largest font, largest size i can find...)
LOVES GRACIIE & JANJAN!!
Love Becca too ((:
becca (: ♥
7:22 PM
Thursday, June 26, 2008
haiz..
just bathed and once again i'll be starting my work @ 12am...
have to finish this if not i dont need to sleep alrd.
tmr's geog draft submission SIGHS.
sometimes i feel kinda alone in this project, honestly.
our real, full-attendance meetings never really last past 1hr u know?
thus when i have the opportunity to get work done,
i get kinda stressed up and push them to complete the various parts before even leaving for lunch...
means NO BREAKS.
im sorry, but i just had to do it.
in the end, tonight, i'm chionging the touchups, edits, remaining parts...
.....................
had dinner with Graciie & Jan today...
main focus was our girls' talk...
wahs I REALLY MISS YOU BOTH!!!
and the random talks and heart-to-heart updates and all...
totally made my day...
although i'm still not quite okay,
half-stoning through the day...
dreaded going home anyway.
but its really good to have laughed so much tonight (:
thank God for scands, big hugs to you alright! ((:
oh wells, 2 things...
1) i'm a wood block? i don't sense things pretty well and you've to tell me if you want me to know something (:
2) I KNOW I BLOG ALOT lol!!! SO this is BIGGG for YOU :P
Zilra outings...
i'm kinda tired, drained, bz..
but i'll try to get 2 of them going...
1) June & July bday celebn 12 JUL @ Vivo Marche
2) NS guys' farewell 6 SEPT i think ):
crapp, my eyes are closing alrd...
time to go, another time then (:
what a beautiful lie. why did it have to end anyway.
thank you for the memories Legend.
becca (: ♥
11:23 PM
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
arghs!!!!!!
I WANT CHANGE!
i want a change in my life right now...
NO it's not going down the drain just like that...
im not going to allow it to!
-never in my life have u heard me say that, because i hate changes...-
grr...
so much for bad days since sem 2.1 started...
ive had enough, far too much for enough...
today's presentation was CUI...
far from standard, i say we were really bad...
i miss my old proj mates' style of working manns!
although we had alot of differences,
but we were work-conscious and objective.
and never risk anything...
we definitely meet up and practise even if it means really late in the day!
SIGHS.
this shall not happen again,
not when im "leader" for geog/tto...
although im well-aware that it's just a title,
(if u know wad i mean)
but well, im gg to make sure we dont make **** happen again...
and i know i've lost control of time...
and it just ran past me like that, esp ytd night :X
(tt i had to cab from IKEA @ $7.55!! freeak)
but the sem's only 60% through,
i promise i'll give my all, to fulfill my regret last sem.
God, I can't do this on my own, help me please.
sighs. it's 7.30pm already, time waits for no man ):
school ended @ 2pm,
forgot to bring $10 for Cheryl,
Mich forgot her timetable so we met @ 3pm instead,
meanwhile got to know Peishan's frens (:
and had lunch part III with Mich @ Mensa...
chatted damn alot, so much to catch up on!
we're both in deep pits in life :X
damn lost )):
should i stop everything altogether, sort my brain out then cont?
(my studies will suffer)
should i chiong through everything with the last ounce of energy i hv and leave the thinking to the next hols?
(i hope i can hang on till then)
consequences that i cant bear..
why make that decision in the first place?
breathless and tired im half-gone now..
nobody else to blame but me, just me...
after all, it was all just me anyway... ):
that day is coming, 10 more days...
and im dreading it somehow...
why did they have to put an AGM on my bday every year??
it's okay, May said, this is when true friends care...
will they? idk, im tired of planning...
i should just let it be...
reply if u want, i dun wanna ask anymore..
SIGHS.
thedayLegend'sgoneforgood..
ifyoucould,plsdocomebackandvisit,imissyou,
perhaps,Legend,youwereallalie. ishouldhaveknown.
mind over heart, can i still do it?
or is it too late already??
i should have known this day would come.
becca (: ♥
6:01 PM
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
breathe in, breathe out...
this is the 1st time i see 41/84,
nearly 50% of Zilraians online LOL.
-random-
dreaded going to sch...
rushed my slides in the morning.
(the only thing that i managed to do!)
had some proj mtg w/o proper SOP :X
i dont like it this way...
i freaking wanna run through everything dry-run or not...
i hope we dont cui tmr...
thank God this sem's kinda light...
if not i'd strangle my proj grp :X
had accounting tutorial.
3rd tutor for us alrd, and i think he cant teach :X
i hope i can eat back my words.
show me that i should.
ive to complete my speech for presentation & field trip report for tmr...
ive to pass $10 for Cheryl @ 2pm for Fyrhto chalet tmr...
ive to wish Rahman happy birthday NOW :X
-done-
ive to memorise the lyrics & practise for Youth Sunday's 6 songs...
ive to get a hang on life...
ive to plan 4th July now that tpsu has to plan an AGM on that day! :S
-thanks manns, last yr was like that too ):-
im tired. i want a timeout.
God take it all, im worn in my own strength.
i thought i can do it, i throught i cld hang on...
i thought it'll just pass sooner or later...
i thought i cld just endure and live through everything...
God you're in ctrl, if im not too much trouble, pls take over.
anw thanks May & co., Sarah & fren...
meeting you all brightened up my day (:
not by chance i believe. just when i needed it.
i need a few miracles.
God, in your time if you will (:
Becca.
trying not to think at all.
for fear time stops and tears roll.
becca (: ♥
11:55 PM
Monday, June 23, 2008
:X
today's SSM, i was hostess... :X
i thought i handled the 1st call pretty well...
but it's still far from standard...
cui-ed quite a few times...
did a couple of stupid stuff ):
but it's a learning point definitely!!
was so busy that i even missed briefing!!
wth?!?! was damn siao i tell u...
*Good morning, this is Rebecca calling from Top Table, how may assist you?*
LOL, i had MANY variations of that...
especially when u get nervous and just freak out at the no. of things u have to do!! )):
really put my entire heart, mind, soul into operations...
freaking out each time i made a mistake pls!! )):
but towards the end of ops, im totally flustered...
Brie (the other host) is always asked to do something else...
pls lors, HOST IS NOT SLACK LUHS...
and it's like the cordless phone has become some gem or wad pls!!
each time it rings, i really panick LOL,
and sometimes i've to run from one end of toptable to the other end...
simply because i was in the midst of briefing and need the file urgently WTH!? )):
we end ops at 2pm...
guest still eating at 2.45pm!?!
and im still answering calls ard 5pm!?!?!
WALAUS!! is really saikang luhs )):
and by then i really cui alrd,
stoning like mad ( 4 HOURS OF SLP after banquet somemore!)
and during break, i koped Brie's other 7.5mins LOL...
cuz i didnt eat breakft and was abit dizzy alrd...
i swallowed my SHERRY TRIFLE lehs!!! )):
sad life!
and had lunch @ 5.15pm,
dinner @ 10.20pm...
damn jialat!
briefing was damn long as usual...
cuz we really cui to the max!!
someone spilled mocktails on guest like TWICE in same table!!
and damn cui lahs...
but better than 1st day of ops definitely!! :X
but SUGARLOAF BRIEFING was like longer than us!!! :X
scary siah, never happened before lehs...
and went home and just zoned out literally...
im like a zombie now as i type...
just finished checking my mail and reply everybody!
wahs damn grrr!!!
Youth Sunday, im damn worried actually...
i uber hate unpreparedness...
forgive me if i stress you out as a result of my working style...
Projects... wahs, just feel like dying...
super last min... tmr hand-in, today still incomplete!
and this week got BESE presentation, GEOG draft submissn, BESE fieldtrip report, BESE appraisal...
Field research, Bese report & presentation slides, Geog slides are all that i've to rush through tomorrow morning ar!!!
CUI!
my eyes are really closing alrd...
the moment i get out of the chair,
my legs are dreadin it like mad!!
imagine 3 consecutive days on court shoes...
is can die one...
run here and there )):
Nights.
i hope i survive..
becca (: ♥
11:07 PM
sighs...
im really tired...
although i didnt work till as late as ytd...
but managing 3 table simply kills...
and every other time the 3 upper pple are chasing at ur heels because of lagg... :X
walaus, is really can die one u know...
anyway, though i didnt officially tell anyone...
but i think it'll be kinda my last day bahs...
im nt gg to work during sch days, i'd just die...
esp when my MONDAYS are freaking SSM DAYS!!! :S
i think im gg to die tmr,
cuz i havent looked through my part yet :X
and guess what?
IT'S THE END OF HOLS!?
just like that, wth!?!?!
i still thought i can catch up some sch work...
I CANT EVEN FINISH MY PROJECTS!?! T.T
sighs...
i dont know why i'm piling myself with work and all...
kinda enjoy it, but u know i just wanna get occupied somehow...
not as if im very free alrd...
with Youth Sunday, Projects & Presentations, Individ assignmts...
i really dont know how i'm going to get by next week...
by God's Grace, i'll survive...
otherwise, u probably dont recognise me after 1 wk LOL... :X
after preping for SSM tmr,
gtg bathe and slp le...
sch starts @ FREAKING 7.30AM TMR!! T.T
Nights.
i need a hug, i dont know why but i just feel like crying...
i dont wanna think anymore...
becca (: ♥
12:52 AM
Sunday, June 22, 2008
RANTINGS...
RANTINGS...
seriously you can choose to read or not (:
this post isnt meant to hurt anyone...
just that my brain's bursting...
GAHHS!!!!
ok im dead beaten honestly...
its 2.45am and i just reached home from work like not long ago...
super saikang LOL, and the cab took freaking long to come...
plus i dont know why on earth they put bukit batok, yishun and wdlands in one cab LOL!!!
its like damn far :X
oh there was another, bukit timah, yio chu kang and bedok LOL!!!
siao ehs... :X
whatever, i dont care...
anw... TOMORROW...
i have work too, @ 4pm-11pm...
Apple promise to release me on time because I FREAKING HAVE SSM the next day!!
report @ 7.30am @ TCA wth!?!? :X
ok chill, that's life (:
so schedule for tmr, is rushy rush rush againn...
and somehow dad ALMOST always become my chaffeur :S
sorrryyy!!! :X
TODAY
oh btw, today's banquet was some international wedding!
some MINISTER'S granddaughter!! wahs...
i damn scared can...
crapp work luhs...
wait dont get me wrong...
i actually sort of enjoy working at banquets u know ((:
BUT i hate it when there's SLACKERS...
oh wells, today i sorta covered 3 TABLES!!!
had 1 runner with me, WHO DIDNT HELP :X
and another newcomer WHO WAS AT MY BECK AND CALL lol!!!!
no lahs... :P
okay so 3 of us sorta made a team to serve this 3 tables...
1 girl 2 guys... erms, like no diff pls...
i freaking did most of the clearing and serving...
i made the newcomer-guy run errands, refill teapots and everything possible LOL :X
he's damn nice hahas but dont really have brains LOL!!
the freaking runner...
wahs, once he completes his job HE DONT CARE ANYMORE...
wth!!! he did help but most of the time NOT...
and our station finished our tasks FIRST okay (((:
then i made them go help others, then we all can go home faster ((:
hahas, oh wells!
WORKING STYLES
i damn hate SLACKERS...
and i hate pple who 'bochup' attitude u know!!
if you work with me, you're bound to be damn stress out if you're that type...
but if you think alike, you'll realise we're the most efficient team (((:
tts what i realise from all this time luhs! hahas
oh and i hate dependent pple too...
(pple who always have to ask you wad to do next, how to do, blah blah blah...)
*with reference to mostly projects...
because if we went through the same lessons together...
i probably only know as much as you do??
so if you ask me, where do i get the answers?
research or wadeva?? i think you can do it urself too!*
nvm... not really hate luhs, just totally gets me tts all... :X
sighs, and i hate it when i perform below my expectations too...
and when i disappoint pple... :X
it happens though... i know... ):
ohoh i wanted to blog this like damn long alread...
but the other time i had more impt stuff to blog instead of ranting...
so yahs... here goes...
I HATE IT WHEN....
pple dont stock up their side stations and start koping from my side...
i'm the type that will make sure everything is perfect and totally safe...
and prepup in case anything goes wrong if it should... :X
so that i dont need to make extra trips during operations and everything...
and if need to change side plates every course...
i'll make sure i've all the plates for the 8 courses and stacked in multiples of 10...
and everything will be just nice de... LOL!!
BUT OTHERS OBVIOUSLY IS NOT AS CRAZY AS ME...
but when things are shortaged, THEY START KOPING wth!!
CANNT GO FIND URSELF AR...
I OSO USE MY LEGS AND HANDS TO GO GET DE LEHS! :X
oh and more about the bochup attitude...
i kinda respect those who's had more experience and worked longer alrd...
but if you show me you're just not it,
sorry, i really lose every amt of respect for you!
(and that goes to leaders as well...)
and wahs Simson... nice one manns...
there was shortage of White wine...
he went to get housepour Chardonnay...
he say just use that to topup...
i was telling him we need glasses to exchange with the old ones...
but he's telling me, dont care lahs, just topup, mix is okay...
WTH??? the old one is Riesling Kabinett SWEET WHITE
(one level less sweet than mine!!!)
and the new one is Chardonnay 2007 DRY WHITE..
you think guest stupid ar?!? :X
sighs sighs...
all the more i respect Mr Goh for his scary but realistic SSM stuff HAHAHS!! ((:
YOUTH SUNDAY...
wahs... oh my gdness...
they only started rehearsal today!!
and it's like the youth advisor is not even in Singapore...
gahhs, sorry, i cant stand things without being planned and overseen!!!
and and!!!
i really pity Grace...
she's trying her best...
choir president lehs...
ohoh, and i realised that we've got at least 5 choir leaders LOL!!
oh wait, i hate it when one leader is trying her best...
and the rest are not supporting her... grrrr!!
its like really very tiring and frustrating one lehs...
sighhssss...
ohoh, AND IVE NO IDEA HOW DO YOU LEAD A CHOIR WITHOUT A PIANO!!
sorry, i kinda look down on a keyboard,
because it cant give you realistic sounds and sufficient warmups...
but sighs, i realise that things are just so different...
oh wells, anyway i've decided to take a backseat...
(and observe pple's working styles yahs...)
after all 1 more week and it'll be over...
like my voice will even return like that :X
i need a miracle!!! :S
sighs, i hope things will still turn out well (:
and gahhs, i dont know luhs...
i left early for work today...
shall see in tmr's mtg @ 10am :S
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freaking tired...
i need to rest before tmr manns (:
NIGHTS!
becca (: ♥
2:45 AM
Saturday, June 21, 2008
gtg in half hour!
that leaves just enough time for me to change to formal...
and groom up and be in church (Bkt Panjang) by 4pm for mtg + rehearsal...
and dad will pick me @ 5.15pm and rush to Harbourfrnt...
working @ Amara Sentosa 6-11pm+++ X:
this weekend is going to be a really busy one...
i hope i still have chance to breathe somewhere somehow :S
i'm rushing my Field trip Report & BOE proposal...
lucky i did APEL a long time ago lol...
must rush BESE proj too...
DEADLINES are freaking me out..
and i cant focus properly, bringing down my efficiency!! :X
and before i know it, it'll be exams alrd :X
sighs...
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anyway YESTERDAY
was kinda cool (:
met up with my cousins from North Carolina...
and had loads of fun @ Vivo!
dressedup, camwhored, splashed water (super takglam really!)...
played sparklers (young at heart & young)
and kena chased away by Security guards LOL!
i knew it was coming, we all knew HAHASH...
but it's fun breaking the rules together ((:
reached home really late because of jam X:
really tired and exhausted manns!
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becca!!!! keep focus...
still got alot of catch up with school ar...
cannot afford to drop GPA...
i'll just dieee... :X
sighs, alot's been on my mind...
driving me crazy already...
i dont know what to think anymore,
dont even want to...
my brain's not listening anymore :X
gahhhs!
anw i did think the same way, even before mummy mentioned!
God's been good ((:
and yahs, hopefully i don't take it for granted...
and oh wells, I GOT INTO SERVICE AMBASSADORS whees!! ((:
played piano for half hour in the stoning mood lol!
dots manns, i think i need more rest?
i just wanna recover properly lahs can??
and get on with life properly (:
and im LATE...
gtg byebyeee!
caniatleasthaveLegendforaday?justonedayandipromisei'llbecontented..
butforgetitluhs,i'llnvrfindsuchgutsto...
imsorryireallytriedleavingyouasthelegendinmymemories..
butplsknwireallytreasureusomuchevenasafriend...
sighs.
becca (: ♥
2:27 PM
Thursday, June 19, 2008
hihi! (: random post...
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wahhsss... HHAHAS...
reminds me of how i crazily spent $148 on..
Phantom of the Opera @ Esplanade Theatre ((:
but it was really good manns :P
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oh wells, while researching for proj online just only...
i got stuck at this page...
eeee so tempting!
student price $16...
but i wonder if the seats are good anot...
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all i know is, all my life i wanted to watch the Nutcracker...
this one is by Singapore Dance Theatre...
12-13, 17-20 Dec @ Esplanade Theatre! woohoos!
just that, i dont know if now it's just as worthwhile to watch anot :X
sighs... anybody wanna go?? LOL
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oh wells, hahas by now u might've realised im the kinda person who goes for musicals and stuff like these ((:
lol, perhaps its just the way i've been brought up LOL ((:
and i thank God for it..
hahas otherwise i seriously dont think i'll know how to sit down and appreciate music even!
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nahhs, u wont understand, cuz i was once a really hyper kid :P
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wahahs, it's probably exam time that the show will be showing...
but in time for Christmas bahs ((:
lol random but i hope this year's Christmas will be special too!
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and and perhaps, i need a break, a REAL break...
im chionging BESE overnight tonight...
then perhaps catch Prince Caspian @ Cathay Cineleisure in the noon...
and go over to Vivo to meet my maternal relatives!!
JO & ANN are coming back from North Carolina!! ((:
and perhaps faster get ready for Work & SSM on Monday...
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oh wells, today @ project mtg...
we collated the deadlines in the following weeks to come...
2 FREAKING PROJECTS ONLY...
but at least 10 over deadlines WTH!??!
then EXAMS... )): GAHHHS!!
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23 June:
1. BESE Report Submission, 5pm.
2. APEL Service Reflection.
25 June:
1. BESE Field Trip Submission.
2. BESE Presentation.
27 June:
1. Geography Draft due, 12nn.
30 June - 4 July:
1. BOE Proposal Submission
7 July:
1. TTO Submission, 10am.
11 July:
1. Geog Submission, 12nn.
21-31 July:
1. TTO Peer Appraisal.
2 August:
1. TTO tour evaluation, 8.30- 12nn.
8 August:
1. Geography peer appraisal.
2. Geograophy field trip evaluation.
3. BESE individual proposal
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After 8 August: Exams...
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ok i must be suffering from exhaustion...
anw i didnt have dinner...
unless u consider a cereal bar as one??
because i had a super filling buffet for Fathers' Day Lunch @ Tamp Safra...
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AND AND!!! mummy went to restring my accoustic...
WHEEES ((:
love the sound now ((:
whahahs, $8.50 only (+strings) can you believe it!!? :P
*i miss playing with "daddy" and the rest... super miss but i knw its nvr gg to be the same again... ):*
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alrights...
i havent rested since i came home..
i shall go bathe and come back to chiong BESE alrd ((:
jiayous to me!!
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just remember that...
I LOVE EVERYONE OF YOU (:
andimissyousomuch...
becca (: ♥
10:43 PM
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
((:
hahas i've spent like almost 2 hrs spent posting that photo post lehs!!
hahas, i need to go eat dinner now
but before that...
I CUT MY HAIR!!!
wth!?!?
arghx, damn damn short arh...
gahhs, so tempted to bcux weather so hot somemore...
BUT BUT BUT!!
i only wanted to trim because i prefer me in long hair :X
just not too long luhs! ):
SIGHS... but i trusted racheal...
cuz i couldnt see how short she meant...
and racheal said abit more...
and i was damn WORRIED...
LOL, now it looks like the length i cut last year :X
gahhs... i shant take so many photos for now )):
but before cutting,
I WENT TO SEE DOC for the 3rd time since FO...
honestly, i'm not even interested to...
it feels like i'll never get better so why waste money!!
gahhs... but it's cheap cuz i went to polyclinic this time...
sighs... i want back my voice...
i want to stop coughing each time i sing...
and i hope my breathing difficulties wont lead into probable asthma!! :X
sighs, treasure me while im here LOL (:
and i wanted to catch a movie...
but time slots weren't correct...
plus Prince Caspian (Narnia) is no longer showing in CWP :X
and and sch's starting soon... ):
i haven't really rested...
and as the doc & mummy says,
tts my biggest prob! )):
so here's my updated schedule (:
SCHEDULE FOR THE WEEK
Thursday -- Fathers' day Lunch @ Tamp Sakura 12pm; TTO mtg @12pm CRASHED!
Friday -- Family Dinner with Overseas Cousin; Caesion BBQ @ Bessy's hse CRASHED!
Saturday -- WEB rehearsal @ 4.30-6pm; Work @ Amara Sentosa 6pm CRASHED!
Sunday -- Youth Sunday comm mtg @ 10am!!!; Service @ 12pm; Work @ Amara 4pm CRASHED!
wahahs, i just realised everything's crashing...
ALREADY changed timings for a no. of stuff...
and it's still like that... at best alrd!! :X
HOMEWORK??
i've got quite a few individual assignmts!
i think im doing BESE field trip during Fathers' Day Lunch tmr!
LOL Sakura diaos...
1)Projects -- TTO fieldtrip & TTO costing strategies & BESE China...
2)Individ proj-- BESE portfolio & BESE fieldtrip & BOE proposal!!
3) get ready for SSM Hostess ar!! :X
alot more to do for projects ar...
AHHHS!!
gtg dinner le (:
I LOVE EVERYONE OF YOU (:
damnhappytoknowyou'refineandholidayinginphuket..
justthataloneisenoughfornow..
enjoyandhopetoseeyousoooonn!!
doyouknowimissyousooomuch..
becca (: ♥
7:38 PM
photos ((:
ok the post u've been waiting for...
and i know i've promised to (:
CEFC CHURCH CAMP 2008
Marriott Hotel -- English Ministry (Adults)
Palm Gardens Resort Hotel -- Hokkien, Chinese, WEB (Youth) Ministry
so on 10th June, we woke up @ 6.30am and cabbed to church in Bkt Panjang!
i slpt for about 3hrs only :X
bz online and packing my stuff!! :X
@ YongPeng stop... 2nd Lunch i had LOL!
food and svc is ERRR...
but there's one extremely nice deepfried chicken in batter ((:
@ the hotel, our room in Palm's (:
cool post ehs? :P
this is our room...
if you think it's not bad....
come i show you MARRIOTT!! :X
THIS IS MARRIOTT... my parents' room!
hmmz, i forgot to take a pic of the bathroom...
it's like one bathtub and one TRANSPARENT glass showerroom...
ehs.. to bathe 2 at a time bahs... :P
and erm 3 PILLOWS on 1 FLUFFY BOUNCY BED X2 pls!!
whahas, they all are listening to instructions for their forfeit...
super funny luhs!!
supposed to roll on the grnd and sing some hokkien song! LOL
photogenic and scenic siahs...
damn romantic luhs!!!
(Marriott)
the random pond with a stone a bit further into the water...
(Marriott)
swimming pool @ MARRIOTT...
is super cool luhs..
got water fall and all de...
i think this pic's cool, took a few tries though.. ((:
jamie. regina??. sarah
bridge over the swimming pool...
backdrop is IOI Resort!!
it's like CLASSIER THAN MARRIOTT! wth?!
becca.racheal
backdrop is Marriott...
same bridge diff angle... (:
the waterfall...
as u can see, my dad is the adventurous type! whees!! (:and its really hard to be up there! :P
us at the centre of the pic!
THIS IS THE SWIMMING POOL...
that we sneaked over for a swim skipping dinner time!
(Marriott)
only half of it!!
abit high-sch-musical style woohs! (:
dining by the piano is just so sweet...
BUT NOT IN A CAFE, BUFFET STYLE?!
i pity the piano for getting pple's rubbish food and spillage :X
and as u can see, THEY EVEN MAKE IT INTO A COUNTERTOP FOR FEEDBACK!! wth! :X(Palm Gdn)
Challen is the miniGrand's brand!
this should be 3rd day lunch i think... (:
(Palm Gdn)
Yamaha miniGrand (:
i sneaked up there and kena chased away LOL...
expected hehes!
my dad took this for me (:
(Marriott)
nice right??
our room's balcony! i take de ((:
(Palm Gdn)
damn nice i like ((:
but CHILDREN PLS DONT TRY...
i was "sitting", leaning over the balcony raillings...
(Palm Gdn)
if mummy knows, she'll sure scream... :S
Eunice. Becca. Racheal!
camwhoring @ the mirror outside the cafe's toilet! (:
3rd day's combined celebration performance kinda ting...
every ministry did some skit or something...
the ballroom is DAMN BIG ( Marriott)
Xiao Bai. Chrish LOL!!
(Ian & Christopher)
they are 2 really funny pple...
got the "pls laugh at me" thing on them lors!!
Ian was trying to read the hanyupinyin made for him HAHAHS...
he's the Chinese translator for Chris who's doing the English...
and because of his teeth, he always ends with "shh"... LOL!!
this is Matt!
hahahs, another joker lah pls... :X
i think he's just doing some narrating for now...
but oh wells, throughout the camp, i really pity him...
but he's done his best i feel (:
THIS IS WEB MINISTRY...
1/5 scene -- facing the Giants... LOL (:
as u can see, the left side is the GIANTS (rugby team name)
and the other side is the Shiloh Eagles... puny pple LOL!!
oops, i dont have more photos on our skit...
i was some grandma out of the blue... i had to speak CHINESE!!
wad the!?!? i was saboed pls... :X
this is the CHINESE MINISTRY...
one of them composed a song during the camp!!
and a guy formed the melody!!
and now they are singing her song woohs!!
special talents rising, seriously damn touching! (:
mummy took this!
this is Marriott's grand flight of steps...
VERY BEAUTY AND THE BEAST!! ((:
at the Tuscany Italian Restaurant...
just soo tempted to dine there that we spent 100RM on Dessert & Cocktail ONLY :X
this is their open concept, cool right??
Mummy & I! (:
mee!!! (:
tts my Tuscan Delight Cocktail which was personally recommended
but TOTALLY didnt go with the Classic Tiramisu i ordered!! :X
i wanted a dessert wine, but there wasnt any housepour!!! wth :Xgd service actually but nt as gd stuff :X
the ultimate!
damn nice and sweet right??
you don't get to see this everyday you know ((:
reminds me of YESTERDAY...
TP's scenes are also randomly very nice ((:
suddenly out of nowhere...
a row of about 8 pple were taking photos of the sky LOL!
at least we still have time to stop and appreciate God's creation of nature (:
becca (: ♥
4:01 PM
triple scoop with Kiwi?
SUSHI!!
playing foosball LOL...
Sze Chuan set ((:
swimming pool @ MARRIOTT...
jamie. regina??. sarah
becca.racheal
the waterfall...
Yamaha miniGrand (:
nice right??
damn nice i like ((:
Eunice. Becca. Racheal!
3rd day's combined celebration performance kinda ting...
Xiao Bai. Chrish LOL!!
this is Matt!
this is the CHINESE MINISTRY...
mee!!! (:
13th June!! on the bus ride home...
OUR FELLOW WEBBERS ON THE SAME BUS AS ME (: