Tuesday, July 29, 2008
gahhhs!!!
morning online lessons till 11am...
did my fieldtrip reflection for GEOG online subsequently...
GOT DAMN PISSED WITH MYSELF MANNS!
for losing the observation sheetttt... ):
lunched @ 3pm?
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super hate LOSING STUFFF!!!
in the 1st place i hardly lose any...
sighs, its irresponsibility?
just felt damn contradicting...
ahhhs nvm, forget it... )):
sometimes i dont know why im born with a contradicting mind!!
perhaps that's why im always indecisive )):
i'll usu balance pros & cons,
and end up with NO CONCLUSION at all...
damn hate this too... )):
on the other hand,
im very happy i've completed my geog reflection (:
and i did it as best as i cld ((:
spent 3hrs doing routing, can u believe it anot??
sometimes mummy cant help but say... "you're too detailed..."
s i g h s, i should be concentrating on my upcoming tests & exams alrd..
and today's free day from sch is almost over now that the sun is setting soon ):
-off to buy Cador's Superman cloth! & meet Jan!! (:-
**and nice one, my lounge duty is on a day i cant make it!** this week only...):
Love Becca (:
may God one day break the chains in life that we may all fly.
i guess its actually abt whether u give urself a chance to be understood..
becca (: ♥
4:15 PM
scand & i...
waiting for Graciie & her bus gang of 9 pple!
and Xiuzhen & Sylvia & Chernron!!
my scandals :P
if u still dont know who they are,
i think you're cui pls! cuz they're all over my blog ar!!
the big big legendary gang!
wahahs LOVES ZILRA ((:
may Zilra remain as legend in our hearts ((:
the bday stars :P
ronald.becca.jan.weiqiang.
(supposed to have MANY more)
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TPSU AGM 08/09
total memories of last year manns (:
I REALLY MUST BLOG THIS...
this photo is dedicated to Fungyong!
he saw "FY"...
and thought they typo and so he have the honour of having his initials there!!
he started telling everybody...
when we realised that instead of AY -Academic Year...
it was FY -FINANCIAL YEAR...
we laughed like mad i tell you!!!
becca & jolene...
you owe me my pay of $2.30!!! ):
becca & fion!
wahahas, camwhore-partner!
long time no see!
becca & chianyi RAWKER :P
wahahas, i still rmbr her as from P30 ar!
Maybelle & I always have to locate her cuz she'll run away halfway!! LOL oops.
becca & kimbo!~ :P
(wahahs, i realise my eyes quite big here :O)
it's the angle manns!!
liyi & becca (:
weng & becca!
LOLOL, we look quite takglam ):
but hahas, the pic was sorta a conver starter as to "are you coming later?"
LOLOL!
becca & natasha/nadya (:
woots! my other Rawker from P30...
totally rawking freshies, both also from VENOS...
walaus, kope away de ):
hahahs she's the sweet one who asked me out to lunch...
while i was grumbling abt the pple who ps-ed me!
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ahhas!!! jiu lai yi ge RANDOM de!
i forgot to blog this long long long time ago...
if you squint carefully,
you'll see the heartblister -ididntlieabtit!-
anw my feet are half rotten from wearing court shoes like 3-4 times a week ):
poor poor feet!
im looking for good pairs now ((:
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hmmz, about TODAY!
class ending really early (12.15pm?)
and TTO test is DOTS,
i think nobody can complete bahs...
anw i didnt really study for the glossary test...
is dumb lahs...
50 blanks, and specific terms!
grammatic errors all over the place!
and went to CWP to buy stuff...
window-shopped... and saw Seetoh @ the Vaio roadshow.
then meet up with mummy & sis & fren for Gelare treat ((:
came home and showed the mime to Sheryl.
-So You Would Come. (felt like a dance suddenly!!)
-We Are the Reason... (brings back memories! and i kinda forgot half of it :X)
then watched Sky Of Love woohs ((:
rented the VCD ar!
and ripped it into the comp :P
ehs, its never quite the same watching the 2nd time...
but i still cried!!? walaus ):
sighs.
I HOPE TO NEVER EVER LOSE ANY OF YOU I LOVE.
it'll probably drive me nuts. honestly.
i thought Mika handled it pretty well though she nearly committed suicide.
oh wells, there was a part, Clifton slipped into my mind.
sometimes just when you think it only happens in dramas,
you suddenly realise DEATH is SO REAL.
actually sometimes, im kinda afraid that any one of you will just go like that...
perhaps me instead..
gosh. wads with the sudden emoness!??!
oh wells, just take care of yourself deariies!!
while we wait for the next time to meet up & treasure it manns (:
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the other thing is...
I'M FALLING SICK AGAIN...
and this is really no joke...
there's this irritating throat dryness & bitter taste..
and i know its cant mean anything good...
just the sign of fever coming soon bahs )):
sighs, that'll be the 3-4th time i fall sick since FO!! )):
and good luck to me chionging GEOG CASE STUDY tonight!
submission tmr 12pm ):
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God take care of those deariies I've always loved (:
LOVE BECCA! ((:
pls do not frown, for grey skies turn blue too..
do smile so much more, as the sun will shine once more..
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs. whees!
B) Tag 8 people (zzZZ!) to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
1stly, damn dumbfounded, becuz if i really love him, im the kind tt will really put my entire gullible trust in...
i dunno what kinda silly things tt i may do when my brain shuts down,
but dont worry, with my fam & lovelies to fall back on i'll be fine (:
perhaps i may be open to explanations, but save ur crap if u cant put it properly.
oh sincerity counts ((:
#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
hahas! obviously there's many crazy dreams i have...
but right now the biggest miracleS that cld happen will be
a chain of dreams LOL
- to have money to study Tourism/Hotel deg in Aus/Switz
- to get in SIA after gradding. :X
- to Osip in Disneyland if possible LOLOL!
- to GPA 3.5 <
#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?
after seeing SOOO MANYY weddings in Amara banqueting...
ehs, they are alll damn SWEET lehs!
hmmz, i want a loud gown & a sweet princesslike evening dress, plus a tiara is a must! :P
a waltz would be awesome, wine & drinks on host ar! (but NO drunkards allowed),
a phantom opening for the aisle WOOTS!
oh its a must to have a grandpiano in the room manns!!!
and fanfare for 1st dish is a must manns!
ohoh a vid explaining HIS side of the story, and then MINE lol!!
ohoh! and i want sword bearers, they are DAMN COOL, but but means i must marry a guy with much rank ):
oh before that, we could have an engagemt by the sunset beach :P
oops i just realised its kinda extravagant! ): WHAHAHS!
#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
not really, i hate being uncertain of what lies ahead, so dun worry it'll never be ((:
#5. what's your ideal lover like?
woohs hahas i dont know! i guess this kinda thing is slowly revealed as u find yourself liking someone LOL!
oh wells, hmmz okay lahs, aft observing myself for awhile...
i realised i prefer guys:
-with some musical interest (guitar/piano!/theatrics/musicals!)
-who can lead somehow, decisive perhaps?
-who is capable? (studies/work i dont know!?!?)
-who cares about his future ar!
-who cares for others before himself.
-who knows his limits!
-who is trustable (no sly motives)
-who isnt flirty beyond comphrehension (totally turns me OFF/ perhaps cuz no security?)
-who knows how to respect girls for who they are!!!
-who knows how to love his family as it is now.
-who knows how to treasure & appreciate little things.
-who's lively/outgoing/hyper LOL! cuz i am.
-who has initiative, cuz i totally dont. :X
-who's NOT egoistic, dignity is another story.
-who's calm and steady (cuz im not??), knows how to handle things...
-who's confident but NOT OVER. i totally hate overconfidence.
he doesn't have to be perfect physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually...
i'll accept you for who you are if i really love you (:
ok THAT'S ALOT now that i realise... i shld stop LOL
if not i really gg to be spinster alrd LOL!! ))):
and tts what mummy says too!!! ): lol
but i believe God will bring me my ideal if i should get married (:
#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
S I G H S. can i say none? the key is first.
i'll nvr get attached to someone who loves me first, cuz chances are i wont really love him with all i can bcuz he didnt quite stand out when i first met him, i'll sorta feel kinda trapped actually, cuz i cant accept him for who he is naturally...
also perhaps not someone whom i loved first, cuz i'll still feel that perhaps he's just trying to obligate and make me happy, and is not truly happy... ):
only way is by divine appt, we both love each other at the same time, takes a miracle...
so perhaps, i'll remain a spinster )):
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
S I G H S. as long as it takes, but sometimes i really dont know why.
it's like "waiting for a raindrop in a drought" but the process counts, and u really learn alot.
it brings smiles out of nowhere and also tears when u're all alone and ur mind runs wild. ):
#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
woohs, sighs... somehow it always happens, because im not the type that will take the first step.
i'll just treasure the friendship for what it is, and innocently, not asking for more.
its really damn depressing, but if i get my focus right in life, i should be able to mind-over-heart aft a few teary nights.
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
hmmz, if there is, lets say im trying not to think about it?
but oh wells, esp ytd im DAMN HAPPY ((:
and as May declares "Becca's finally back!" from projects' stress, time mgt probs etc.
#10. Is being tagged fun?
erm so-so? sorts thoughts? digs secrets LOL!
things that i wouldnt just blog out all the time hahas!
hahas but i think overall, im quite open on my blog lehs!
#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
hmmz, mummy and i were just chatting about this like few days ago LOL!
hahhas, i think i'll be married le (28yrs old lehs!!)
otherwise will be settling down after coming back from Overseas Studies!
#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
MY LOVELY DEARIIES!! & MY FAM!!
the people whom i can be myself with ((:
do i have to name everyone of them? i think you-know-i-know can alrd ((:
when you matter, i'll really be there for you whatever it takes.
im sorry i cant express it properly, but you'll know with time (:
#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
LOLOLOL!!! GRACIIIEEE!!
hahahs, on surface, she looks damn dao & fierce LOL, but is actually DAMN NOISY/LAME/COLD...
but on another level, she's actually quite a nice friend and can click with almost anybody, spontaneous and unique (:
#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
married but poor.
what's better than sharing a joy that money cant bring (;
#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
hahas! ehs, try to think of what to wear? meanwhile go thru the day's prog...
if i forget while im in bed, means that i'll probably forget for the rest of the day!!
but sometimes if i wake up frowning, i'll start thinking abt why i am (nightmare? something upsetting?)
and think until im so tired that i fall back into slp AGAIN...
which is the reason why im really late and totally grumpy & cant be bothered sometimes.
#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
yes of course, if not why ever get into one when u're not quite for it??
#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
it'll never happen, rest assured.
firstly i believe Love, after heart matters, is a Decision.
it kinda also tells, what kind of person you are lehs...
and how serious u are about it )): not mehs?
#18. What type of friends do you like?
LOL classic lehs...
hmmz, true friends, with common interests and know how to appreciate innocent friendships (:
#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
work aside? cuz ive a long list for that...
i hate sloppy workers and lets hope our friendship dont get tangled with that... ):
seriously dont HATE anyone, really no enemies (:
hypocritical behaviour
(i dun really attack the person u know, serious, unless it's on long-term)
backstabbers?
do things for own gain, hurting others at expense
(seriously, those who come begging for acceptance after dumping u one way or the other deserve to be looked down...)
i honestly wont call such people "friends"... it'd be a lie.
just perhaps acquaintances i cant really treasure as much.
but honestly deep down, i just wish such pple will be able to experience wad true friends are like in the right light (:
Tagged by: Graciie
anybody who feels like doing, can just do...
dun wanna tagg anybody wahhas :P
-i took almost 1 and half hours!!!!-