Wednesday, April 29, 2009
happy & not happy..
hahas, i think my everyday is filled with HAPPYs & NOT HAPPYs!
YESTERDAY
ticketing was fun, I FELT (:
omg totally mood downslope...
hahhas, ask may & johan & whoever's there...
as per predicted...
fine, take it as it comes.
then didnt wanna go home on a low note..
so went to Lounge..
hahahs, saw DESSERT!
and alot other pple..
totally makes my day ((:
playing uno with them is really, NOISY...
hearing MICH sing is woots! (:
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TODAY
hahahs, nice one to wake up to (:
made me smile to know people care..
hahahs, n u know May has a post dedicated to me!
omg (:
and it's YUSHI anniversary dinner today...
we took SUPER LONG to get out of TP, left ard 7.30pm!!!!
thanks to Mayrissa Purwanti...
feels like we're always waiting for her!!! oops!
abit cui cuz we couldnt go to Tamp1 open plaza as planned )):
but we still had THREE surprises!!
1) May's cake!
2) Dru & Jan & Becca's cards!!!
3) Sab's sewn hearts...
that's why i love Yushi so much ((:
sighs maybe i didnt say it properly. sorry.
so.. i kinda put aside all those grumpiness/whininess alrd ((:
Love Becca.
becca (: ♥
12:46 AM
Monday, April 27, 2009
enjoy (:
those who love piano...
damn nice combo~
and superb sound quality,
turn up ur speakers pls!
brings you into another world,
and feel ur heart jump (:
makes me miss piano altogether again..
Love Story-Taylor Swift
meets
Viva La Vida- Coldplay
By Jon Schmidt & partner
becca (: ♥
10:25 PM
1st tutorial of the sem!!
hahas.. 1st tutorial siah...
Ticketing starting @ 9am!!
alright, other than the morning hours...
and almost-late syndrome again...
im think im having fun on my 1st tutorial (:
no way am i going to become a travel agent though..
but i think learning Amadeus is like quite fun,
other than the memory work to come luhs :S
hahahs, short-blogging during the last 15mins of my lab session siah!
k lahs, lucky today's Monday dont have blues! ((:
Love Becca.
becca (: ♥
11:42 AM
Saturday, April 25, 2009
the 1st Friday of school (:
oh wells, for some reason...
im like thinking again.. (:
as in thinking about my life...
thinking about what i want...
thinking about how im going to get there...
thinking about how much it affects me...
thinking about what affects me (:
but right now, im actually quite satisfied..
PLANS
1) get into Disney OSIP
seems like my mum is for it...
i hope i can get the $$ and really work hard for it..
sure, competition is there...
all i got to do is believe in myself..
and believe that God will get me there, if its part of His plan (:
2) time managemt
my greatest weakness of all time..
i seriously have TOO MANY priorities )):
from dear friends/empires,
to church & cg mates,
to my own dreams and goals...
omg!
but right now, i just wanna chiong this semester..
wadeva the outcome i'll just accept it...
so long as i dare say i gave my all (:
3) loved ones
hahas, my recentest nightmare...
just woke me up.. LOL..
hahas i think only 3 person knows what i dreamt abt..
and it really got me...
and i wanna treasure every moment i have...
be it with my family, friends, cousins, anyone, everyone.. (:
sighs, i hope i can follow my plans?
LOL!
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that aside..
just some updates about 24th April 2009 (:
had Lodging lec by ReviNair @ 11am...
was in school by 10.15, and saw tpsu booth being the only one empty..
hahahs, so rushed over to lounge on the last minute to realise that they're not going over so early...
fine.
then after lec, hung ard booth for awhile before rushing off..
dad picked me up, then my sis..
then off to Jurong Point for LUNCH(:
omg, its they have the COOLEST toilets ever..
[cubicle-mirror, sink-mirror, fulllength-mirror, omg!]
[from flush sensor to doorlocks, seriously cool!!]
then finally, we gtg over to Jurong Police HQ le..
spent stupid time waiting until 4++pm when at first my dad told me 2pm!!
i was super pissed & restless...
and grumbling aloud..
that if i had even 2 hrs to waste, i could have even gone to see doc when im sick le!!
and pls lor KKH also dont need to wait 2hrs..
then FINALLY. the 2 inspectors finally come...
my sis and i were to recognise the stupid boy who tried us..
and after slow paperwork...
she first then me..
the police told us the guy was already caught,
but we were needed to take action against him...
and that's GOOD ((:
hahas, anw me and my sis recognised the correct guy(:
we were worried we forgot how he looked like lors...
but my instinct told me that pic was the one on the 1st look!
hahahs, and it's correct! good job ((:
honestly, i dont wanna see a young life ruined in jail/boy's home or wad...
but neither do i wanna see other girls' lives ruined by such sicko!!
i hope God helps him realise that & change (:
then after that, rushed back to TP for wheelbarrow challenge...
i felt so bad that im late beyond late!!!
and my sis even rushed over with me...
didnt want her to feel outcasted, asked a few pple help me entertain her...
all got that assface!
omg, i wonder how good a GL u can be...!! asses!
so i brought her over to May & Huiqi,
and she had an awesome time!! ((:
she even did the wheelbarrow thing lahs,
although she cant be registered!!
im glad she enjoyed herself still ((:
Love Becca.
for some reason, i still love school. (:
and i hope this feeling will never go away..
becca (: ♥
3:48 PM
Thursday, April 23, 2009
HTHT & Catchup day ((:
omg seriously...
i think today is like a HTHT & Catchup Day with
all my longtime no catchup friends (((:
F I N A L L Y!!!
and actually i come school to help up TPSU booth ONLY...
no other reason!!
no class, no dates, no reason..
insisted that i print all my notes before i come school...
and that's when i found out TICKETING NOTES KILL!!!
102 + 49 + 134pg, excluding lec notes & worksht & student guide...
then met alot of pple...
catchup with them big time...
classic was when HTHT with MAY...
then HTHT with ScandJAN...
updated each other, talked about loads of stuff...
talked abt changed pple, talked abt stuff that bothered us badly (:
then HTHT with Huiqi & May..
and hahhas, we chatted for THREE HOURS PLUS!!
until 9.10pm, finally gtg diaos :S
talked about EVERYTHING...
from sunset-yushi-wk0-sl-fo-everything...
it seriously was a nice thrash talk hahahs!
anyway, that's about it..
2 things that really disturb me...
1) CHANGED pple..
[at least more than 2 pple]
i mean like 180 deg change...
seriously like dont-recognise-the-person-anymore kinda change... )):
i think change isnt good or bad...
but when u just transform like that...
it cant be anything too good...
its like stranger/alien already...
it just shows, u dont know who u are AT ALL in the first place.. :X
which is seriously a disease these days...
and tend to seek identity among none too worth...
and as a friend, i feel damn sorry seeing your life change/ruining like that...
but that's as far as it goes...
im still here as a friend if you need me,
but as someone got it from somewhere...
"dont make someone a priority when he/she is just making you an option"
so.. okay, fine (:
2) The TP Spirit is really going down...
no tp love anymore?
damn worried, freaking worried...
but there's nothing that we can do, can we?
not 1 person, 100 pple's effort...
BUT EVERYONE...
honestly speaking...
its either a generation disorder,
or we just failed as GLs/SLs...
seriously, REFLECT!!!
if you dont really love tp,
i rather you dont destroy us...
get out of tpsu/bsc/sl/gl/fo...
sighs. really speechless!
but everything's really a combination for disaster...
and i just hate to see our GLs efforts gone to waste...
damn sad scene, really makes me very saddd,... )):
and, i guess you'll only see it,
IF you really love tp..
and i'd do anything to revive that love again... (:
hahahs, secretly, im imagining a revival!
its like imagine lahs, my GLs come back,
their GLs' GLs also come back in the next FO to be GLs again...
to show them wad its like... HAHAHS yah right!! :X
S I A O !
sighs. sadded.
that's all today...
fotos another time bahs (:
btw, YUSHI CHALET pics are in my shutterfly alrdy!!
Love Becca.
if i had one star to wish on...
i'd wish, Zilra love, Yushi love, Nexo love, TP LOVE remain forever (:
becca (: ♥
11:11 PM
Saturday, April 18, 2009
WK ZERO 09/10
omg... im soo backlog with photos after i bloghopped around!
i shall just continue so when school starts..
hopefully ive more time at home :S
STUPID SIAH...
i cant log into TP website for so many days already...
how to see my timetable!??!
i only know Elaine says my timetable quite shiok :X
and the only reason i NEED to faster see my stupid timetable...
is to see when i can meet YUSHI on Monday (1st day of school)
grr! before they plan a time i cannot meet...
WHICH IS 6PM FOR DINNER )):
and stupid Mozilla is like taking 20mins to dl ):
saddddd! cuz i needa rush off for work pretty SOON..
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back to BUSINESS...
WEEK ZERO..
sighs.. nearly killed me..
ok.. so i was volunteered by May into cheerleading this time...
right from the very beginning of SL CAMP @ Yushi debrief!
hahas, that's like fast uh?
supposing we usually kena sabo-ed @ SL teaparty...
but i just stick to it,
cuz i didnt wanna ps May, and kinda give her mental support..
even though i wanted to take a class that badly!
BUT im glad i didnt ((:
becuz my freshies were like the BEST u can ever find...
like SERIOUSLY...
so...
for this WK 0 i had like another campover in school...
3d2n, and my mum and grandma were like quite stunned that im leaving for camp rather than seeing doctor when im sick!!
and so every part of the day,
we're like doing choreo & then formation and all that...
super tiring...
and even got irritated at certain times
- when pple are not cooperative & dont see the big pic..
- when its super anti-highnesss, serious talk-prac-serious talk-prac... wth?!
- when everybody keep TU-ING!!!!
i kinda get almost blown...
k lahs...let me tackle the main points more orderly (:
1) FRESHIES
you know what...
my cheerleader freshies just TOTALLY MAKE MY DAY (:
*hahhas, be honoured!*
its like honestly speaking...
they are the ones who like hype up the freshies when we blended in @ Regatta day..
they are the ones with the GL mindset, trying to get SLs to do their job!
they are the ones who encourage us, the Cheerleader SLs!!!!
like omg!
im just happy and really honoured to work with them ((:
2) The Cheerleading Team...
they are just so easy to work with (:
wenjie - forever doing choreo HAHA
sharon - bao the blazers side!!
amelia & fatin - settle any parts required like a regular SL!
my freshies!!!! - whole day cheering & getting HIGH like nobody's business~
initially there were some of my friends who kena sabo-ed in...
i thought that way it would be more fun cuz got pple to get high with!
BUT, as it turns out, can see their heart isnt with the team
and i would rather see them happier doing other things..
its like the whole 1st day, im sandwiched btwn diff side of friends like walaus!!
not an easy position, becuz i really wanna see each side happy!!
its like i know May wanna give everybody a chance...
so she wouldnt kick any of them, no matter wad..
and i also know those who kena sabo-ed,
they dont wanna show like lack of sportsmanship or whatever...
but i really HATED to see them so stuck..
so on the 1st day, i just had to open that topic regardless of wad happens..
honestly i was kinda sad at first..
but seeing u guys happy just makes me smile (:
im glad they got wad they wanted in the end
i really just wanna see all of u guys happy no matter the cost! (:
im really happy the cheerleading team really had this day...
we were all having so much fun learning and all...
it's sooo DIFFERENT from last year!
and i really teared when we had our last rehearsal...
after completing all the routine, choreo, formation...
OMG, i really damn damn happy, and fatin could see that!!
we really came such a long long way ((:
and it couldnt have been possible if any of us didnt give our best!
im so proud of all of you!
3) WK ZERO SLS..
omg! i kinda knew we'd die, and we really did!
its like during SL camp...
already can see that std dropped, FO very worrying too...
and Wk Zero was the nightmare!
although i didnt take a class this year, but its so super obvious...
and u can just seee it manns..
damn sad! ):
EG 1. asking SLs to cheer with the freshies, go INSIDE and cheer with them..
response= dao & starts camwhoring with other SLs (nt even freshie!)
OMG!!!
then why on earth do u come sl for?
Seal points? SCREW YOU!
OTHER EGS..
you know what MY freshies tell me?
it's okay, we can go hype up the SLs..
those SLs, you know who you are, dont u feel like a great failure?
I HOPE YOU DO!
idk but infront of the freshies...
its really a SHAME.. >.<
its like i dont expect FO standard...
but then i didnt expect such attitude too...
i think those pple are really a DISGRACE to tp!!
and i hope u make urself SCARCE in tp.. like seriously...
4) RANDOM STUFF
- IIT nightwalk...
grr was asked to help, but knowing my responsibility i told Yufei i cant cfm ):
i really wanted to try out ahhas, but nvm...
at least i went in for a peek and had some fun helping around during our lunch break ((:
- BATHING!
omg, i hate the sports complex girls' toilet...
uber DISGUSTING...
some pple just dont know how to use their brains & are just super selfish!!
so its like im toilet-hopping like FOC..
this time bathed in the guys toilet for all 2 nights...
seriously their toilet is DAMN BIG & CLEAN!!
- Breakft & Dinners & SUPPERING
seriously we get hungry in the night like every few hours...
on the 1st night was with tpsu pple,
had supper @ Haji Kadir!
ok that reminds me, i owe Wan $4.80!! oops!
and 2nd night, we just toh the moment we bathed finish...
esp me & Wenjie... :X
ohhh, HAD TOMYAM MEEHOONKUEY!!!
for lunch on last day...
took a risk, but it made me very very happy (:
and surprisingly my voice recoverd to a greater extent!
dots... but i lost it in the night though...
- Jam & Hop Duty..
i really strained my voice then...
didnt dance at all, was duty-ing @ squashcourt even when im sooo TIRED!
dinner was rushed, but it's still fun to be able to help out (:
no water and stupid pple, were the worst nightmare!
they only care about themselves...
everyone wants to cut queue...
and when they're asked to queue from the top, they not happy?!?!
and pple can lose their number tags and ask to find their bags themselves...
blah blah blah...
use ur brain lahs, the word SECURITY is not for NOTHING... :X
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k lahs, after blogging soo many thoughts...
i needa go WORK LIAOS!!! :X
oh and thanks Larry for helping me get out my timetable...
stupid Internet!
and omg..
my sis got attacked by the same guy who attacked me on the way home aft IT Show!!!
lucky we're fine...
just one motto he left on us...
if we see him again, we promise to whack his balls!
btw, he's only like p6-sec2!
Love Becca.
i thought my destiny on earth was
to make pple happy and then be happy becux they are..
but i realised my lesson to learn is
to be happy first, in order to make others happy and then be happy too... (:
becca (: ♥
2:16 PM
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
YUSHI LOVE (:
i just have to blog this...
although im so freaking tired...
and my throat is REALLY KILLING ME!!! )):
(hahahs, thanks to cheering in the swimming pool LOL!!)
-drank loads
-splashed loads
-cheered till throat painner than ever!
hahahs, and i just read my older post...
it said i'll wake up @ 12pm for SL teaparty...
AND I REALLY DID!
Huiqi woke me @ 11.50am with a phone call when im still in bed!! :X
OOPS!
and then.. my point is...
YOU'VE NO IDEA HOW
FREAKING HAPPY I AM
TO SEE Y-U-S-H-I AGAINNN!
that i just had to keep repeating that during dinner on the 1st night,
after teaparty opposite sch!! hahahs!
they can really make my day, make me smile ((:
perhaps cuz, it's the 1st empire i put so much heart, mind, and soul into building it up..
honestly, in the beginning i didnt wanna commit myself into another empire with after-camp stuff...
but really, yushi is so damn love, and its just different, and thus i decided to give it a try..
no regrets (:
and also becux we've been trying to have illegal Yushi gathering...
every night of FO, at cpf, at Sentosa FO outing...
but always cui one!! ahhahas..
and they're usually shortlived siah!
k lahs, have but not more than the same few faces ((:
oh wells, i just hope that Yushi love will last (:
Love Becca.
becca (: ♥
12:24 AM
Monday, April 13, 2009
falling sick ?
my throat was damn damn pain just now!!!
the minute i step home from work...
good job, tio VIP with no voice! )):
cheryl also...
so i strained my voice alot more for that matter...
and its damn pain just now...
now subside liaos...!
BUT IM CHOKING WITH GREEN PHELGM :S
im falling sick i know...
but to add on, i didnt have proper dinner today..
so in combo with gastric...
im so gonna CUI APART! )):
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anw on a slightly happier note...
IM MEETING Y-U-S-H-I tmr!!!
they are really my joy...
and i really hope this love lasts (:
but ive a feeling i'll wake up @ 12pm instead... :X
anw whatsoever, cant wait for our CHALET!!
Love Becca.
becca (: ♥
4:19 AM
Sunday, April 12, 2009
SENTOSA FO OUTING (:
hahas, my mind is pretty much a blank right now...
like ok... can...
so i'll just blog about what i really wanna say... (:
1) omg... cheer competition..
today, we met another poly @ vivo rooftop.
once again "CHEER COMPETITION" like every year mann...
it feels damn high, damn shiok to cheer all the empire's cheer as one TP..
BUT this time it didnt turn out that well...
cuz of ego and stuff luhs...
i just feel that even if TP were in the other shoes...
i'd just cheer becux of sheer joy and tp love...
i wouldnt care if our cheer sux, or their manpower outruns us...
because its the cheering together that makes us feel the love, the bond.
that's why today TP couldnt stop cheering!
honestly, our cheers damn zai, everybody was damn on even the Freshies!! ((:
and im just proud of who we are...
not abt wad we made ourselves look in front of others!!!
BUT this time as things turned out,
a fight was at the brink all the time...
tension damn high...
its really a very sad scene to me!
i see our guys all chionging out just when someone decides to try us..
it really hurts to see how tp can just cui like that...
true, it shows that we're that fragile too...
like our bond is also our very weakness..
and i dont know why, but tears just flow..
i hate that sight..
and i really hope it'll never ever happen again!
2) emo shit... :X
walaus...
one more episode of tears..
on the way home,
i thought about alot of stuff...
idk why just alot of things ran through my head like randomly lahs...
as usual..
and then for some reason,
damn damn emo and then i started crying at the 161 bustop frm sengkang!
grr, the passersby must think im madddd!! :S
i always thought im stronger, i'll be somehow... for those who need me (:
but then i always give my 110% to those whom i think feels like me..
and try to make a difference for them, feeling that it's my honor...
not that i want anything in return, but its so tiring and unappreciative...
when they really suck you dry dry.. ):
some pple give and take, but most just keep taking...
but someone told me wad someone said..
"don't make someone a priority, when they're only making you an option.."
3) and... Happy 2nd Birthday Zilra!!
to end on a happy note...
i just wanna say.. happy bday to Zilrarians ((:
and ytd we celebrated it @ ECP bbq!
hahahs, it WAS raining like mad...
and then God stopped the rain for Zilra bbq siah! ((:
anw, the food was running fast in the beginning...
and pple keep eating cuz the Staple food came like 2 hrs late!! :X
then they finished that and slowed down on the bbq food...
3 fires to 1 fire!!
so too much food leftover, and THROW! )):
and the last part is LOVE pls!!
we went moon + stargazing on the breakwater... (:
make me happy only ahhahs!
then chit chat lor..
Love Becca.
becca (: ♥
12:55 AM
Thursday, April 09, 2009
FOW PHOTOS!
PHOTOS UNLEASHED!!
hahas, i think i need a few blogposts just for all the photos i've taken!!
~ for the record, i've about 500 photos+videos ... ~
THIS ONE'S ALL ABOUT FOW (event itself)
if u want something to laugh about or entertaining along that line...
wait for 2 more posts!
all the photos that i tou-pai-ed!!
yunru. freshie. becca
(shit i forgot her name liaos!!)
derek's forfeit to be seductive!
NEXTOR subempire (:
becca (: ♥
4:57 PM
BACK FROM FO!
omg... just as when im a freshie myself...
i hear all the cheers the screamings the everything still in my head!!!
through the bus ride home,
greeted by that when i wake up...
hahas! the FO virus (:
muahahhs, i've got thousand and one photos in my camp...
FOW + FOC...
u've no idea how many tou-pai photos are there...
i cant rmbr who either...
but if u see ur face there then it is lors...
hahhas, and i think its pretty cool (:
will blog them up one day! muahahs!!
FOC
hahahs, the blast (:
i dare say i gave my all from day 1 to day 6 of FO manns...
that's the reason why im sooo CUI now...
i promised myself to save some voice for Zilra bday this year.
and i even broke that...
just called up CitiSatay (my mum forgot to do that for me!!!)
then its like totally no voice to speak to the lady can... :X
then its like my headache didnt find me at least 2 out of 3 days..
though last day of FOC i really CUIed!
cuz my headache found me at 2pm plus...
which is not even half of the day yet!! ):
and i felt really faint, like i cant find my balance...
plus i was in the centre of the gl line, very suffocating...
so i just left the hall for 10 mins rest just before Nextor left for Huntgry..
after that, i downed 1 bottle of Coke and i got damn high liao LOL!
this is the 1st FO that...
i really felt that the points system is like another station game...
hahhas totally NO IMPACT!!
it really doesnt matter to me anymore...
especially coming from me whose 1st empire was LAST all the way...
BUT the bonds still remain, and it made me who i am today (:
honestly speaking...
it's only because of YUSHI & ZILRA that i survive this fo ((:
giving it all out for what you've inspired me to... TP Love!!
the promise i made to myself before FOWC 09/10.
hmmz, this FO is really weird ahahhs!
but on FOC, im really damn amazed by how everyone gave their all...
it's like NEXO's voice is all cui already...
u've no idea manns really... but we continued to give our best.
because the freshies dont owe us anything...
for the love of freshies ((:
for me, is to spread the love like how our gls first touched us...
and the PROG...
walaus... they're a miracle!
they really transformed their games and attitude...
they improved SOOO MUCH that all our gls are like stunned!
good job!! (:
oh and damn touched to see FOW freshies come back...
really, it just ups the mood altogether!
plus the GIFTS they bring us!!
camwhoring with them too ahhas..
really made us wanna just cheer even without a voice LOL!
hahas oh... and the ending... (:
the year 3s had a cheer for us...
hahhas and then the year 1 & 2s did a damn sad song...
changed the lyrics in one Meteor Garden song...
with our damn awkward sounding voice, we still managed to sing it!!
and it made alot of us cry manns... :S
damn sad scene!
and then it hit me, i realised we wouldnt see them so often in sch anymore...
and so i started to take photos with everyone...
until my camera low batt!
then shit, later yushi got no more batt to camwhore so i stopped ):
after taking a photo together
then a fellow nexo gl said this...
"u're really a persevering gl, keep it up.."
it really kept ringing in my head the rest of the night..
because i've really wanted to know for all of this 6 days...
am i doing things right, as a gl luhs..
and ive got the answer, thanks ((:
but then again, i just wanna say
without my Zilra GLs & Yushi love, i wouldnt have been able to be this gl u saw (((:
lastly..
damn happy and excited that im going to see Zilra tomorrow!!
but yet.. the emo feeling of OMY.. ):
tmr, Zilra gls all graduate already...
all left freshies in sch already...
i guess its not everyone who will be able to understand this feeling..
Love Becca (:
becca (: ♥
4:21 PM
Sunday, April 05, 2009
FOW woots (:
hi guys (:
im back from FOW...
-with a sexy voice
-with aching muscles
-stoned face
guess what?
i slept past time and missed church today!!!
and not for Clarissa calling me to ask if im still going for lunch with them...
i wouldnt even wake up till maybe 3pm again :X
okay so here's some brief thoughts,
before i head down to my Grandma's niche (:
FOW
like left me more or less speechless...
so i'll just type as things come to my mind,
in no particular order (:
1) this is the 1st time i put in SO MUCH EFFORT for FO 1st day...
until i really cui-ed that night, i cant even bend down for more than 30sec...
i probably cant stand properly... :X
and straightaway i know my voice is cui-ing apart!!!!
but the best part is, im quite satisfied...
cuz the freshies were really wow as compared to other times...
within 3 hrs, we already got people step up already!
2) hahahs i dont know why this FO i bathe so long...
ok this one is really random.
3) i dont know why i totally NO APPETITE...
only ate properly on 2nd night dinner,
and today lunch..
im like NEVER hungry at the correct time can...
other people having constipation,
i have signs of gastric... :X
4) my headache really hindered my pfmce on 2nd night...
im quite disappointed actually.
that it really affected me that much... :X
i have this problem dont know since when...
that if i really exhaust myself to the extent my body is desperately saying STOP,
i'll kena headache...
and this kinda headache doesnt work on panadols...
it only subsides ALITTLE but gets back in no time!!!!
that's why everywhere i go i bring panadol
and i just eat it like nobody's business when it comes...
trying not to luhs...
but on 2nd night...
i really cannot take it, becuz its been going on for at least 3-4 hrs...
and i cant cheer at all!! )):
at mass dance with lingyu, we both totally cui-ed already AHHAS!
then its like after resting for a solid 15 mins like that,
im up and alive!! LOL diaos ):
and then i seriously wonder if i shouldnt have given my 100% so soon...
idk lahs, but sometimes its like circumstances makes u regret it...
as if a minus instead of a plus... ):
5) HGLs are love (:
hahahs, this time FO...
me and may know all the hgls mahs...
and we all know that position is damn stress...
hahahs, its like damn love can...
we wait for them EVERY NIGHT till ard 2am...
until they bathe finish just to see them for 10mins to encourage them!!
no matter how tired we are!!! ((:
really JIAYOU k!!! we're here for you!!
really heartbreak to see their damn stressed faces...
hahahs and damn happy just to see they cheer along with their empires...
and their relieved faces at cpf ((:
i guess as friends, the only thing we can do is be there for them (:
6) FO IS REALLY DAMN WEIRD THIS YEAR...
everything is just not the same..
idk why...
its just unexplainable...
the feeling is sometimes there, but not there.
not good, not bad..
BUT STRANGE.
in terms of programme flow and games, gl attitude abit cui, gl bond and coordination, freshie attitude damn zai, no appetite, no energy, headache like shit, everything lahs...
plus 2nd day was a cry-ey day for quite a handful of people lah can...
BUT i just hope the freshies still feel the love all the same ((:
and just for the sake of it...
to think back, if it wasnt for Zilra, there wouldnt be me in Fyrhto or Nexo..
or even Lyion, Caesion, Yushi...
i cant imagine it... :X
Love Becca.
confused with myself.
my tears couldnt help but just keep flowing...
maybe i really need a closure.
becca (: ♥
3:41 PM
Thursday, April 02, 2009
FO is 3 hrs away....
okay peeps.
ive only 1hr to sleep but im here doing my last post for probably the week (:
short and sweet.
apparently im much alive right now at this hour...
and FO is like about 3 hrs time!!
ahahs, i hope we'll hit climax just like every yr...
it's the only reason why i still make it a point to go for interview, otc and fo!!
TP Love ((:
hahas go NeXo!!
oh wells, met them up this evening...
and... we have a cheer crisis!!!
since OTC until now, we still dont have an impactful cheer :X
but as long as the heart's there,
i dun c why we cant catch up!!
alright, jiayou to all this year's HGLs too...
like some of them are my friends and i see them damn stressd and busy!!!!
hahahs, jiayou, you all can do it de!
SEE EVERYONE AT FO (:
may TP love never die...!
Love becca too..
giving all out for what you've inspired me to..
TP LOVE!
becca (: ♥
4:02 AM
yunru. freshie. becca
derek's forfeit to be seductive!
kai & johnny boy
freshie & johnny boy..
Nexo GLs (:
edmund..
NEXO FLAG ((:
Issac's station @ Tampines Junction.
Wongiie's fashion pose!
yunru. kai. shihui & RAJ!
NEXO at full force (:
May & Becca (:
jieqi. nad. kai.
Gideon interviewing Kai...
Landy & Yunru..
Lala. Ella. John.
our very own Nexo Model
1st and last time i did food this FO.
becca. sophia. sylvia
getting ready for our oh-so-cool skit!
maybelle the DJ for Nexo's pfmance night!
jieqi & landy as EMCEES (:
getting ready to blast the hall with their cheers!
sui - O (yam seng)
wad are the GLs doing??
freshies planning for...
tatyi's maincomm task!
amos & jo-an's maincomm task!
OUR BEST FRESHIE!
and our freshies are sooo sweet! (:
2 bottles of sparkling juices!
becca & landy (:
becca & jieqi! (:
becca & zhanrong!
becca & nad!
becca & qiao ying & friend.