Sunday, March 27, 2011
randomus.

today is the first Saturday i actually spent at home,
straight after work that is!
slept like a pig. rot like a stench.
awesomeness!



ytd was TP's DND...
finally they stop having it on an awkward thurs night at the end of march! hahahs

booked a room for my juniors.
1st time booking a hotel room under my name :X
and a SUPER PARANOID experience

*afraid someone pops something into his stomach from the minibar, and there goes my $100 deposit (with my debit card at stake)
*afraid that 14 pple (possibly drunkards) making more noise than the 2 person-only room should contain.. (scarly kena banned!)
*afraid that i can get back the $282 i spent from my dad's credit card! (still yet to get $60 from Kenneth)

WHAHAHS.
such that after work,
first thing i did was to make a call to the front desk,
and make sure everything was checked out properly (:

and the other thing is,
Intercontinental hotel's service was surprisingly awesome!
*it really inspired me, honestly.

heard that DND was a pleasure to the eye.
couldnt wait to stalk everyone's photos today!!
ahhahas i thought it was a girl's treat to dressup..
*but apparently not to all. LOL.

a pity eyecandy was nowhere within my sight ):
*alright alright, stop getting so obsessed alrd! :X


===with my ear, i spy ah ma watching 'Secret' in her room...===


photo debt finally clears off today!!! :D
*currently uploading the last of it? cruise photos. (52mins moreeee =.=)

finally mummy opens the mailbox.
and finally they found the letters of e-transfer,
for i gave some to my sis & mum ((:
*happy*

time to sit down and plan my 21st bday..
need some advice from JBT, but we're only meeting on 10th april night...
and also need someone to go with me to meet the events' person lehhs :X
sighs. so ma fun.
*so much for a dream-come-true 21st LOL.
oh wells!

my mind's been full of emo craps ):
and i hate it when i use eyecandies to overcome it :X
sighs. howwww.
and i only get to see either one of them once in a blue moon anw...
doesnt really help either ):

*but amazingly i've an awesome JBT to rant abt guys.
*an awesome Maysome & Fatin to rant abt friends.
*an awesome Diana colleague to rant abt work/ dreams.
*an awesome God to rant about everything under the Sun...
-what else can i want??-



Love Becca (:
what more can i want??
i just want you. someone to hold me when everything falls apart.

becca (: ♥ 12:01 AM


Wednesday, March 23, 2011
oh wells..

just some random popby (:



Work's been okay..
like how bad can it get...
since i've prolly been through most of the worst alredy??
*nasty customers/ stupid mistakes/ discreps/ blunders/ blurness.. HAHAHS!

just some news...?

BONUS IS OUT!
*distributed abt 10% to mum & sis each.
*alot for tithes this month!!
*still pending eyecandy's treat... (freshie)
(in fact i dont quite see it as a bday thing anymore, i just wanna treat them, go out enjoy & have fun ((: )

eyecandy's back!! (i mean customer)
zzz.. but my colleagues make it such a big hoohaa.. ):
now its so awkward.
i only meant it to make my day, have something nice to look at, have something to make me smile.
*superficial, really*

but sighs. its so awkward now! )):
*seriously!! dont ever trust anyone on stuff like this, even your best girlfriends! they tend to overreact, and get too excited ):

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JBT!!

not too long ago.
met up with JBT to celerate Jas' 1 mth-belated bday!! hahahs

chilled @ Marina Barrage.
htht, bitched, ranted, had fun, camwhored!

until... we forgot we had a last bus to catch!!
to make things worse...
missed our bustop!
alighted at the depot,
ran all the way to Tanjong Pagar mrt station..
lucky got LAST TRAIN TO KRANJI!!
*ran like mad again*

reached home,
dead beaten.
next day,
muscle aches!! :X

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alright lazy to blog more.
time to sleep/ watch tv!

*emomo.
i think the time of the month is here...
i hate it when i can emo until cry..
and then become all good after that =.=

i hate it when i can think so much,
think until cry ):



*i meant it when i said..
i wasted my time for this friendship.
it's not worth all that sacrifice.
it's not your fault.
it's just mine, becux i started it anw.

dont get me wrong,
i'm way over all that.
but what im trying to say is...
it's not true when pple say that becoming friends will help you overcome your phobia..

it's 2 separate things.
and i really feel it's not worth all that effort.
and the phobia is still there..

i dont think i can open up my heart properly again.
preferably not, in fact i feel that i might hurt another in the process..
so i rather refrain.
refrain from loving again..




Love Becca (:
perhaps another time..

becca (: ♥ 9:47 PM


Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Start of work aft long long leave... (:

hehs! went to Super Star Virgo last week :D
what a reminder of my childhood (:
didnt know how lucky i was...

*oh wells, mummy says it might be the last vacation for us...
so i did my best to make the best out of it..
esp when it fell on her bday too ((:

PHOTOS SOOON!! :D
i actually uploaded it today!!
*a good half year worth of photos...
not alot luhs. but owed too much HAHAHAS!

and for her bday...
first thing i alrd tried the Check-in recep...
apparently ground ops are quite blur abt onboard extra-mile services...
hmmz..

tried to get rid of my fam,
while i made my way to Recep onboard.
and literally demanded for a bday surprise ROFL.. in a nice way of cuz!
"hi, it is my mum's bday today... do your do things like extra-mile service?"
hahahhas the prowess for working in the service industry aint it! :P

found out that they already prep a cake!
and was truly amazed!
and then went to the respective restnt to pick it up...
and saw a list of pple's bday recorded by the cashier!! omg.
*extra mile service indeed!

aft much consideration,
i managed to book a private room for karaoke!! :D
food, and all included!
bought 1 hr, got 1hr free hehehe :D
*arranged for the cake to arrive at the right place, right time...

-fun!-


camwhored alot alot!!
felt like a taitai everywhere i went.

*bcux my family has a tradition of dressing up!
a childhood thing..
and both my sis and i always reminisce that!
so we'll bring damn alot of pretty clothes & shoes & makeup :P
-show you some photos later!-


we played bingo onboard...
and i won!!! :D
*small sum of $28.80 luhhs...
enough to recoup some loss though (:
happy can alrd (:


then bought a bottle of wine.
felt that it was super cheappp!
so had that throughout the cruise, since my fam doesnt really drink!
hahahhas!

*but i really made use of it for alot of extra service :P
muahahahs!

for eg. we got the vip balcony class boxes in the theatre,
bcux i was like "but how do i drink my wine down there in the rows of seat?"

or the public ktv lounge...
instead of paying for drinks...
just finish the remaining wine left b4 disembarking :D:D

-smart right!-


bumped into my colleague on the Patong beach of Phuket, Thailand!
like seriously...
we came from the same cruise ship...
but we never met before that...
neither after that...
*oh wells, she didnt reply me =.=


total expenditure damn high cannn! $168...
sua ka somemore!!
*debit luhs, but still broke! ):


tanned everyday.
swam everyday..
gymed everyday. (:

*still fat ):
bcux i ate alot everydayyy! )):


disembarked...
queued damn long to reach the customs area...
aft which, thank God im a Singaporean... (damn fast alrd!)

went to DFS...
bought 1 martell, 1 chivas, 1 wine, 3 beer!
wth siahhh SOOO CHEAPP OMGOMGOMG!

reached home.
shagged like maddd!


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BACK TO WORKKK!

everything so far so good?

today's photoshoot was an amazing experience!
felt so chio :D

ahahhas.
the professional consultant...
though very straightforward,
very professional..
taught us amateurs how to be real models (:

"thinking of a happy thought" infront of the camera...
really works!

with that,
i mentioned that it sounded like Harry Potter's experience with dementors in one of its episodes...
AND she thought that that is my happy thought =.=

*actually. the happy thought i chose was you!
i dont think i actually like you.
not to worry.
but your face just makes me smilleee (((:
-thank you eyecandy!-


OUHS.
did you know i got new eyecandy at work now!
*it used to be a potential something, bcux i seldom see him,
SINCE HE IS A CUSTOMER!
but... my dear bestest colleague-friend gave me away... ):
rofl!

-another pretty face that makes me smile though only at work (:-


then again,
today, right after the makeup artist did her stuff with my face & hair...
everyone's exclaimation (as i most feared)
was... so SQ!~

*grrr. i think i really havent get over yet.
it irks me to think i cant get in ):
that i begin to hate such compliments... ):

sighs. one day. i'll deal with it.


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BONUS IS COMING THIS WEEKENDDD!
already fretting abt how to split/ spend/ save/ splurge it alrdyyy!
*all the S-es... lol.

there should be some for mum & sis?
then some for myself to tide through...

im really serious on treating eyecandy but stupid eyecandy dont wanna make a decision.
hope things work out with the others? (:

*i seriously got no fate with eyecandy!
everywhere i go, i hear so much abt it.
but we always never get to bump into each other ):

oh wells.
it's just for the eye i assure you :X
*eye only sounds bad/mean... or how abt superficially luhs. :X

though i feel really quite bad.
sighs.

it's really almost like...
"friends-for-benefits" kind :X
selfishness.
sighs. im really sorry!




alrightty. gtg slp now!
pray for Japan. (that was random)
Goodnight!



Love Becca (:
my heart can no longer give.
only ready to take & perhaps destroy..
perhaps this is the one and only reason why i wont let myself fall again.

becca (: ♥ 10:14 PM


Sunday, March 06, 2011
the beginning of my 1st hols since last May 2010

it's my core leave from work now (:
5th-13th march!! :D



firstly,
it's a relief to me,
since politics at work is starting to become visibler to my innocent eyes!

2ndly,
if you realise...
i haven had a proper break of rest since i gradded last May 2010...
this is gonna be my 1st one full week of break :D:D
(not counting the short cruise trip 3d2n & church camp last yr)
*this shall be my self-acclaimed HOLIDAYS :P



Today is the 1st day of my hols :D

went to meet Jas & cy @ Bugis...
supposingly a bday celeb for her..
belated and simple (:

*im just happy to meet them (:


stalked Racheal at her 1st day of work @ MOF :D
after our Itacho sushi lunch :D


then rushed off to Sentosa to meet my freshies...
now that exams are over,
i guess vball routine meetups are official now ((:

*eyecandy didnt come, as expected though ):
stupid eyecandy :X jking!
still cute lahhs :D


dinner-hunting was crazy...
all foodstores were closed at 9pm..
and we were like hungryghosts scavengering for food!!!
and we settled for pastamania... AGAINNN...
aglio olio was awesome :D


*and i swear each time i go out with my freshies...
they make me feel damn secure!!
firstly, they are mostly guys for some reason.
2ndly, they all TOWER above me :X
3rdly, got pple to carry things for me (sometimes)

*only thing is, certain ones is cannot see me once, dont suan me wan ))):
and that, it kinda looks as if im suppose to be the loaded one,
when indeed im as poor as them, even though im working =.=


then sleepwalked my way home!
hahahas.

now suddenly realised i haven packed my luggage...
trying to rush...
at the same time nua-ing ard! :X




Love Becca (:
one day... my prince charming will come for me.
plsplspls help me not to randomly fall for anyone ..
my heart is too weak. it's closed for now.

*though it's tempting enough to get a random fling just to tide over, b4 i become les. WHAHAHS! so mean :X
i feel so xxx (idk-how-to-describe) still. not ready to love & get hurt again...

becca (: ♥ 1:05 AM


Wednesday, March 02, 2011
these days...

hehehs. im awake and alive @ 9.30pm.


today im home b4 sunset!
finally after abt 2 weeks?
*f.y.i. it means i've been OT-ing... unpaid somemore!!


alright it doesnt mean everything has been perfectly smooth today!
in fact i was just bitching about some stuff earlier... :X

but my dear colleague Diana,
is really a miracle from God!

i kinda trust her with all my work secrets,
my rants, my frustrations, my happy little stuff too (:
*including eyecandies! lol!


Yesterday,
was a horrible day..
thanks to someone..
and the days b4 that!
*somehow, some people think the world revolves ard them!
at the expense of every other person ard them.

shant go into the details,
since ytd is ytd.

today since she's sick...
things are less crazy.
oh wells..


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Work's been showing true colours everywhere...

people whom i've respected b4...
starting to disgust me.

people whom im still trying to give that least bit of due respect..

people who dont do their work properly..
and cause others to suffer the brunt of it...
*nvm. the brunt has part 1 and 2 somemore!!!


sighs.
i guess its unavoidable.
but i really hate being answerable for things that i did not do!

... and i really wonder how did Christ did it then? :X

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been serving Premier customers more often now.
getting the hang of getting scolded left and right..
and dealing with brainless bimbos/himbos!

*why do you need an id?
*why do i need to worry about not protecting my a/c??
i believe in your company, that's why i opened and acct with you what?
***WHAT THE BALLS!***

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oohhh eyecandies!
hahhahs, finally spotted some, but they're all customers! :X

not very very very cute lahhhs..
but is enough to make me smile :D

*the other day got this French guy lorrr!
but is not regular de :X


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cant wait for my bonus!
*i've so many pple to treat!! :X

and the no. of things i wanna buyyy!~
esp when my cruise trip is abt 3 days awayyy!
*yipeee!


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need some time to sort out my 21st bday stuff...
im glad one JBT so willing offered to help ((:

need to think whether i should still apply for that s-ship.
i really dont even feel like trying :X
like where got gold fall from the sky de? :X

need to organise my notes alrd!
really messier than ever!
super not leftbrain at alll :X


*stupid Maybank eat my money!!
i thought internet banking can save my time! )):
charge me for crediting money into my acct somemore!! :X



Love Becca,
i know one day my prince will come and sweep me off my feet (:

becca (: ♥ 9:28 PM